Female , 13-15

Nearly mute when it comes to discussion with people. Likes to read anything and everything. Dislikes the words 'convo' and 'sexpot.' Addicted to mint gum.Enjoys stories and storm clouds on sunny days. Lives on opposites. Possibly bipolar.

Last Seen Jul 19, 2012
Member Since Feb 05, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little Mexican
Vices ???
Politics Anarchist
Special day
Books Alice in Wonderland, To Kill a Mockingbird
Music Mindless Self Indulgence, Queen, Polysics,
Movies Paprika, Spirited Away
Local Time July 1st, 9:30 PM

I Want My Freedom

Squished Grapes Are Just One Big No-no I want to leave this house. Maybe even out of the country, hopefully. Because sometimes I feel like my family's destroying me. Sort of sucking all the energy and emotion away. I suppose I should feel... [more]
  • I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

    Two Enemies I am nobody- hear me scream. I am quiet- watch me wilt. I am messed up- see me argue with myself. I am depressed- not anyone would care. I am bitter- see me turn into the perso… [more]
  • I Hide My Depression Behind A Smile

    Mmmpphh. Today was May 5, 2003. Not that it mattered. Nothing mattered lately, especially dates and appointments and other time-related things. She was always tired and often felt like a sixty year old woman. … [more]
  • I Hide My Depression Behind A Smile

    Bucket 'o Smiles I'm never the one who leans on other people. I usually the person who helps the other person up. Whenever people suspect something isn't right, I always smile politely and tell them not to worry about… [more]
  • I Wanted to Be a Writer When I Was a Kid

    Ode To Laundry Ode to Laundry O laundry, O laundry How scattered art thou! Whites, blues, polka-dots,and mismatched plaids shoes O laundry, O laundry Will thou ever end? So… [more]
  • 2/8/12

    Posted on: February 5th, 2012 at 4:12PM

    Hello to the few who actually read this.This is the first time I've ever tried a blog. (What do people do on blogs?)Nevertheless, I guess I should try and open up a bit and write about stuff.In this week's news, my mother likes to pretend she's Asian.Still slowly chugging through the Japanese language.I did some laundry.Had a few minor breakdowns in the kitchen.Did some screaming.Practiced the hiragana.Trying to fix my computer.All in all, it was a pretty ****-tastic week.… [more]


  • 2/20/12

    Posted on: February 20th, 2012 at 9:36PM

    Today was boring.I slept in.I don't know how people do it; i get up when i need to pee and thats it.Do they hold it? Or go to the bathroom and go back to bed?But by then, i'm already awake.I need to write notes on this book i'm reading.I hate when i write notes- i usually end up paraphasing the whole book.Room's a mess again.Should get off the internet and start workat the end of the day of course.Nervous about test.The test is on the on the book i'm taking notes on.gonna start… [more]


  • 2/6/12

    Posted on: February 6th, 2012 at 10:45PM

    Today was a okay day even though my hair looked like a ****-pile of frizz and curls.I tried talking a bit more but it still feels like eating burnt walnuts. Uneasy.People are really mean sometimes...I hope they fall into a hole and break their necks.… [more]


  • 2/8/12

    Posted on: February 8th, 2012 at 8:36PM

    Today I was sick and stayed home.I think I watched tv and ate some leftovers.Played Skyrim.Held a few pity parties.Its was my mom's birthday today andI had to wrap her presents.Dad did all the shopping and got her some jewelry and a head scratcher.I know she won't like it but I wish she'd pretend to or at least wear it once or twice.It hurts his feelings when she takes it back.Sometimes I really hate her when she acts like a drama queen.Still need to clean my room and do laundry.Sometimes I thinks she hates me too.… [more]