orynx 18-21, F

am fed up of myself .............. i want a new me… [more]

for once in my whole life i had the feeling that dreams can come true,i really did.i loved you with my whole soul, doing anything i can to prove that to you.i wanted you for my own.you know the feelings you brought out of me? do you really know?,i was not happy but crazy deeply in love with you.i don't know why but i could never ever be this person again cos you tore me to pieces,crushed all the hope i had in us neither did you bother to understand me or try to say your sorryyou just walked away from me without saying goodbye.i loved you,still do and always will but the pain you've caused  me is unexplainable.… [more]