paula71663 46-50, F
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Scared of what comes next!I must confess to the fact that I am not sure I want to be married any more. He cheated and I can't seem to find my way back to trusting this person I thought I knew for 17 years. He doesn't know how I feel about this, because I have not said it out loud...yet. I think I want more then there was and I think I deserve better then what is. I feel scared and I would never admit that to anyone out loud because I think it is weak of me.… [more]
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The day I died cont
So I left off with him calling her, he did, but he didn't mean it. He cont to see her. October and November where emotional and difficult months for me. The phone number was not appearing on the phone bill any more, but I knew what was happening. I knew he was still seeing her and sleeping with her. I went looking for the other phone but I could not find it. I moved out of our room, sort of. I went out with my friends. We f***ed a lot and I say it that way because that's all it really was. I lost 22 pounds as food and I were not friends. My work was suffering, everything was suffering. Then in December, the 8Th to be exact, I was nervous unable to sleep, I went in to the living room thinki… [more]
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Cont The day I died..
So after I found the repeated phone number and checked the txt messages which was five pages long, I could no longer work. I went home and called my oldest sister for her wise council at the same time I txt my husband and asked him "who the number belonged to and told him he better think before he lied to me", he them txt me back and said and I quote " its someone I was talking to while u where so distant", my sister said to me "that must be the new word for f***ing", well then of course I had to hang up with her and call him on the phone. When I called him, we yelled he told me it was not just about the sex and so begins the end of what I thought was indestructible, and the person that I … [more]
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Since Mar 04, 2010
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05/23/2013 11:30 PM
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100% American |
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and half Italian (Napoletane) |
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and half Italian (Basilicata) |
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