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I Have Been to a Mental Hospital
In The Padded Cell...I stayed in the closed ward of a mental hospital several months ago and I had 'forgotten' most of my stay there. Thanks to an exchange of messages I started to remember parts of it and now -sever… [more] -
Mild Prosopagnosia (face Blindness)From wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prosopagnosia): "Prosopagnosia (sometimes known as face blindness) is a disorder of face perception where the ability to recognize face… [more]
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Subconsciously Self-distructing...I don't have an Eating Disorder, but a Not-Eating Disorder. Whenever I'm going through a rough period, I can't eat or only very little amounts. As soon as I try eat 'normal', I'… [more]
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Whenever I Don't Want To Face Reality,I go on a mental vacation or adventure. Writing fiction (when I manage) is one of my preferred methods, but I used to Role Play on various places, on MU*s (MUSHes, MUDs, etc. MUSH = Mult… [more]
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I feel crapLike the title says, I do feel crap, perhaps another word covers it better, but my vocabulary seems very limited right now. A friend called, demanding someone else (another personality). Probably because they've got hit by their loneliness and needed "her" presence. At that time I was in a deep emotional conversation with someone and that call yanked me away, put someone else in place to deal with it. The friend didn't speak the language (French) of that one who answered the phone. The consequence is that we switched again and one was put in front to deal with the friend, but it was still not the one asked for. By that time we've been switching several times and in my current state that ha… [more]
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Reality is returning again, pfew...
--Waves-- I think I'm getting here a little. The world around me starts to be making more sense, and thanks to certain people I managed to stay. This morning I was still completely lost, but thanks to some talking and a last flight into some religious texts, to look for an answer I've been puzzling on, I'm here. I didn't find the answer (yet), but "by coincidence" I found something else. Enough to understand and know. Since reading that, I see that the world is returning to its old self more and more. The floor is no longer a sea of wood, the walls stopped moving like trees in the wind (although not completely, but it's a BIG improvement) and equipment no longer seems to come from a sci-fi f… [more]
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All nighters
Sleeping has been a disaster lately. During past few weeks I noticed my nights I slept less every night. Last night I've been lying in my bed awake all night, the night before I managed to catch nearly 2 hours. At first I went out of bed, back to my pc, whenever I couldn't sleep. The last few nights I decided not to, since my body needs its rest too. Instead I stayed in bed and tried to rest as much as I could. Nights such as these are long, thoughts passing through my head, next trying to silence them and hoping sleep will arrive. Nearly every sound distracts except for the ticking of the clock. I'm quite aware of the amount of time that's passing, something I can't seem to do during the … [more]
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Help: What is *this*??
Whilst wishing the children a good day, I noticed something strange climbing up against the wall on the outside of the house last Friday morning. Since I'm a curious person, I've put it in a plastic container and see what it is actually might be. At first glance I'd say it's some predator insect that has been eating another insect from the inside out and is 'growing up'. The pictures: From Unknown Creature The part on the right was heading up... From Unknown Creature There was a hole on the bottom (shown turned over). From Unknown Creature This morning I noticed the first signs of life, something was crawling with it, a little head and some legs sticking out on one … [more]
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Fiction ahead...
'Your princess is in another castle/galaxy, what do you do?' That was a question posted by Vennificus and since I had no time to write something, I answered "Call 911" yesterday. I thought of that one in an instant, travelling to another galaxy is rather impossible (or it isn't a real one anyway) and in another castle, well that requires some knight (preferably in shiny armour and a pretty white horse). So I'd call 911 and have them sort out the galactic issue and ask for the nearest knight. (Always useful to have the number of a knight, right?). That's the quick answer. Today I took a look at his profile, not the knight's one, Vennificus. I noticed he isn't the typical "no experience on… [more]
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