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Female , 16-17
Feeling ashamed
nothing..and that's the problem

i am the person you come to for advice and consoling against your problems but who do i turn to??? who do i confide in when everyone else just wants to talk about themselves ??

Last Seen Apr 10
Member Since Mar 14, 2012
Favorite Quote time doesnt heal wounds, just tells you how to hide the pain
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  • a little Cornish
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I Suck At Dating

Current Boyfriend i love my current boyfriend. He does everything right. me on the other hand not so much...i dont no why he's with me. I'm not very pretty, I'm not skinny (well 14 isn't over weight but... [more]
  • I Am Dyslexic

    The Thing I Cant Control my teachers told me i was slow, not trying hard enough i got so pressured that it resulted in anger and it was hard to control . sometimes it BURSTS out of me and i cant stop it! When i tryed to discr… [more]
  • I Love Reading People

    Imagination i love my imagination, i do. i can sit in a plain room for hours and be perfectly entertained ....it's like being able to dream (vividly) when i'm awake ! it's a blessing sometimes as it helps me rela… [more]
  • I Like Anime

    Like Feelings i started with Sailor moon when i was 6-8 - helped me gain confidence and from there i discovered a WHOLE WORLD . there's an anime for every mood imaginable , for every situation and reasoning in my … [more]
  • I Am Misunderstood

    One Of Many.......depressing Notion But Realistic mother says you treat people the way you want to be treated so i look after people. i make sure their ok and never get the chance to tell them whats new with me or if i'm having a hard time...i think … [more]
  • Health Confessions

    My stupid moment
    here's the out look on POMB's shape(i shortened my name) hourglass all the way 14 on top 12 on waist and 14 on the bottom. not that bad you think? well i must confess i had a stereotypical teenage moment about ... 2 years ago . i woke up looked around me and thought "i'm so fat how can i be in this body ??? i must lose weight !!" so for a week i didnt eat just drank sooooo much water and vitamins. this carryed on for a while then i was in the bath brushing though my hair and  a CHUNK can out. i stared crying and screaming , when my parents asked what had made this happened i told them what i had been doing.  so they took me to the doctors and it wasnt good . at all.  That day i promised myse… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I really don't help myself...At all
    We became friends then went out  but we were kids and all it took was a few stupid rumors split me against you.2 years later i'm in you science and your like a saint as i have no one to sit with and a class full of haters  . we have laughs and giggles and i help you ditch your love for that ***** who took your heart and crushed everything outta it, i got you over it by opening up your eyes. now year later we trust each other totally and the list of fun we've have with over big high heels and taking the mic of those -now pathetic-haters. i looked away  for a second then looked back at you now with green tinted vision when you text those other girls , who may just be friends but still.... we g… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    i miss...you
     i confess i miss your hand slipping into mine when im not looking and how perfectly they fit together. i miss that embrace where i can hear your heart beat against my ear . your head bowed to meet mine , and the thickness of air before we kiss is almost better than the thing itself . i miss your face when you see me , i miss how you got jealous and protective over me , not so much it was annoying but just enough that i knew you cared - i could always tell because your face flushes and your arms tense , i miss how cute you looked ......I miss you . love me . LOVE ME… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    My Behavour
    i hate that i have everything i hate that i have loving parents , i lothe how everything i need and want are just a moments from me. when so many are in poverty i feel guilty that i have so much soeasyly . this is obviosly a stupid thing to brud over but i can't help it it's who i am !!! i cant tell anyone not friends or family for they wont understand THIS IS WHO I AM. i see myself like a receptor i absorb peoples moods,suffering and well everything. i dont tell anyone i know , they would just judge me and say 'there's nthing you can do forget about it ' I CAN'T i dont no what to do - you know what i'd love is to talk to a proffesional person you know someone who  knows about these things a… [more]
  • My life so far

    Posted on: March 21st, 2012 at 1:46PM

    hey again POMB here,well i have 2 new spots :(  i blame GCSE's i have a drama exam next week :O so worried . everyone's saying not to worry but i can't not -this exam is IT !! i just  want to vanish i want to leave it all behind ...i want to fly away . i feel like a caged bird locked until i get passed these barriers. i'm about to let go and i hope you won't try to stop me i feel like screaming ' LET ME FLY STOP CLIPPING MY WINGS !' … [more]

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  • Cambridge Diet Day 1 + 2

    Posted on: April 20th, 2013 at 5:42AM

    I have started the Cambridge diet which consist of 1 porridge a day1 shake a day 1 soup a day 3 liters a dayim doing it with my mum and sister, they said it was super had but im just super happy im doing something about my weight :P im a size 14 at the moment but i would like to be a size 10-12 so i've got a long way to go but im gunna try my best and not cheat. i do feel hungry but its a good feeling at the moment as it means i'm doing the right thing i'll up date this every so often about my progress   wish me luck xx… [more]

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  • D of E

    Posted on: May 1st, 2012 at 2:20PM

    this is were kids between 12-25 go on exabitions around the UK walking ALOT and sleeping in tents and cooking and carrying their own food3 levels Bronze , sliver and Gold im doing silver -this means 3 days and 2 nights of camping AND walking ! i just came back form one D of E weekend - it rained ALOT i can't explain how horrried it was being wet all the time with no way to dry anything , not boots or clothes or our tents (as you do D of E in gruops up to 7 but mine has 5) that kinda weather splits peoples friendship in to . everyones upset, stressed and on edge . its not cool - at school we can bearly talk as the remains of what happened on the weekend remain in our heads. words were said an… [more]

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  • Hello

    Posted on: March 14th, 2012 at 2:04PM

    i've always wanted to blog but never had the time..then again yr 11 isn't the best time to start but who cares !i don't expect anyone to read these . I'm thinking of them more as an on line diary. so hello world , i hope you never find out who i really am in my world i'm very different . Loud confident and all that , u know the joker of the group looking after people giving them help on thier lives while they seem to forget i have my own problems. but that is why my name is so important tome . PhantomOfMyBody < this to me means i am in a shell of myslef not really wanting to show my true self . also a bit 'wierd' the phanton of the opera ....though  im  not a man or can sing opera though i'd… [more]

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