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Female , 31-35

34, dark blonde hair, blue eyes, full-figured, shy yet friendly, loving and caring!!

Last Seen This member has placed their account on vacation and will not be responding to messages until their return.
Member Since May 29, 2010
Favorite Quote Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.
Heritage
  • a little German
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little Welsh
  • and 100% American
Vices
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books Stephen King, Anne Rice
Music All
Movies All but horror is my favorite
Local Time September 2nd, 9:42 AM

I Wtk Your Song Of The Day And Why

Holy Grail... Loving this song...the Jay-Z rap I left out because it didn't add anything to it! [more]
phillyphan78 has shared 68 Mature Experiences
  • I Wanna Slow Dance In A Fireplace Lite Room

    A Romantic Evening... Imagine this...dinner with the one you love, a slow dance or two in your living room with the fireplace going, taking time to gaze adoringly into the eyes of the one you love and truly appreciate how … [more]
  • I Want to Know Your Motto

    Sad But True... You should save the best part of yourself for the person who deserves you !!… [more]
  • I Found This Site By Accident

    Can We Please Respect Everyone On This Site ? I feel so lucky I have found EP...it has given me the chance to express myself freely and without discrimination. However, as I read and answer some of the questions on here some of the answers people… [more]
  • I Am Shy

    Painfully... I always have been and I always will be...takes me a long while to loosen up around people, especially around people I admire and have respect for ! Sometimes I get so nervous before talking to someon… [more]
  • 32 and lonely...

    Posted on: August 6th, 2011 at 6:53PM

    Not trying to throw a woe is me self-pity party but I have come to the realization that I am lonely and not only that, alone, it is not a good feeling but not a terrible one either, I enjoy my own company, but sometimes you get tired of having conversations with yourself ! I have never really been alone in my life but now due to either friends moving away or too busy or due to the fact I pushed some away many years ago when I decided to share my life with someone (didn't work out)...it finally hits me as I sit here and write this ! I imagined my life so much different at this point but it is what it is and I will get to the place I wanna be in time !    … [more]

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  • Please don't take them the wrong way !!

    Posted on: October 10th, 2010 at 4:06PM

    It has been brought to my attention that people might take my exclamation points and question marks the wrong way...this is just my way to emphasize the way I feel, please don't take them literally or personally !! I love you all my circle of peeps, I would never hurt any of you intentionally !! … [more]

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  • Random thought...

    Posted on: September 29th, 2011 at 10:57AM

    Here in EP world, everyone we meet and everyone who becomes important to us on here, is only a dream, a figment of our imaginations until there are two people willing to have a relationship of any kind outside of this virtual world. It will be a long time before I trust myself again, I played the game and got hurt, whether or not it was done on purpose or not is not the point, the fact that it happened feels very real to me, I don't feel capable of much these days except continuing to try to strengten myself and the song I choose to go along with this blog is the best I can do since I don't seem to be thinking right at the moment, been a rough time lately and I really don't feel like showing… [more]

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  • Numb

    Posted on: April 6th, 2011 at 12:00AM

    That is exactly how I feel ! Not sure if it is due to long hours at work or the emotional rollercoaster I have been on for a while now but it is a very lonely feeling ! I am by no means alone as I have wonderful friends and family to turn to when things get to be too much but I feel like I am walking on a tightrope too scared to take another step !I understand that sometimes things in life don't go how we envision them but all I really ever expect from people is the simple truth, and all I ever end up with are not lies, but not the whole truth either ! I hate the feelings I have been having, of being used and tossed away like trash...I strive to be a good person with good intentions...I some… [more]

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