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poeticdiva 22-25, F

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I Am On Dialysis

Again Posted 03/24/2013
I was on dialysis 6 years ago. I got a transplant but it didn't work out to well. Since I have SLE the kidney never stood a chance. I was in the hospital for a month and I just got out 2 weeks ago. I... [more]
  • I Got Spanked As a Kid

    I Wish Posted 3/17/2012
    I wish that that's what it was but it was so much worse. I can't even say I was beat because it still was worse then that. No hands were ever use except for once. I had more logos on my body then a st… [more]
  • I Dont Know How To Trust

    Every Time I Do Trust Someone They Give Me A Reason Not To Anymore. Posted 11/25/2011
    I've been let down by a lot of people. I don't ask anyone for anything because I don't expect any results also because you can't always trust people. I learned from a young age people are not to be tr… [more]
  • I Have Lupus

    Lupus Lesson Learned Posted 11/25/2011
    I was diagnosed with Lupus SLE when I was 12 years old. I've been fighting this for years now. I managed with it so young because I didn't know what I had. I didn't know how sick I was and I didn't kn… [more]
  • I Hate My Mother

    More Than Words Can Say Posted 9/27/2012
    I never had a problem with my mother until I started getting older and I started seeing her for who she really was. By the time I was 15 we were constantly at each others throat. She lost my respect w… [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    Weird and Silly
    When I was about 6 years old my great grandmother bought me a pretty white sweater to wear for church. The day she bought she left it with me in the kitchen. That day I was getting my hair hot combed. She left me in the kitchen waiting for a while. The sweater was on the table at the time. Somehow, without realizing it, I had sat the hot comb on the sweater. No less then 20 seconds later there was a big crisp hole in it. So in a panic I stuck the sweater in the freezer. When my great grandmother came back in 10 minutes later she found the sweater in the freezer. When she asked why was it in there I told her I hole to go away. And when she asked how did it  get there I told her I was trying t… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    To you
    I can take the blame for my mistakes. I own up to the damage I caused to my life. I am adult enough to stand and take full responsibility for things I have done. I know when I am wrong and I know when I am right. And I know I am right about this. I am not going to take any responsibility for your life. I refuse to blame myself for something you messed up. I don't blame you for anything and yet I am the cause of your problems. You put the drugs into your body. You, in return, gave the drugs to me and now I am to blame for you being sad and alone. I wish you would grow up and take responsibility for your own messed up life. Be the adult I'm being. I am not your mistake, you are.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I think
    I have a feeling I'm going blind. I haven't been to see anything out of my right eye. This is the second time this has happened but this is a lot worse.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    First and Last
    When I was 14 years I fell for the only boy who noticed me and was niced to me. Even though he was older, his niceness is what attracted me to him. I would go as far as to say I "loved" him. When he smiled at me to say hi I couldnt help but feel warm inside. I never told him. When I was 16 I found out he had died. I kept that to myself. I still hold onto the memory of him even though he never knew how I felt. I will always remember the last hug and smile he gave me.… [more]

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