Female , 41-45
Feeling thoughtful
What if we measured time by the intervals between which we saw people we rarely see, making those intervals the "day"?

I am....someone who has never liked to party. I like quiet fun time with people. Small groups are fine, but music and TV ain't my thing(s). I love the idea of video games, but in practice, even with the volume turned all the way down, they give me a headache (now that my nose hurts all the time).

Last Seen Nov 7, 2014
Member Since Jan 01, 2014
Favorite Quote Look out belowwww!!!
  • a little Italian
Vices iPad, humor
Horoscope Gemini
Special day
Books Just ordered some large print books. One written by former President Carter, the other Walden (to learn how to be a better recluse)
Music Gahhhh I hate music
Movies Movies are a million times worse than music
Local Time May 22nd, 6:02 PM

I Am Not Going To Kill Myself

I can do this. I can get through this. I didn't deserve this, but nobody does. And maybe I'll be compensated for pain and suffering. I've never known pain and suffering could... [more]
Possiblefuture has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Love My Small Boobs

    Unmessed with and awesome :-) Easy to lug around. Never getting accidentally bumped into stuff. No wired bras since 2007. Small is good :-)… [more]
  • I Am a Hermit

    I was thrust against my will into the life of being a hermit. My FORMER dermatologist screwed up my face so bad in October, 2013 that I went from awesomely happy and active to fearfully hiding on my c… [more]
  • I Am Wasting My Life Away

    As of October 8, 2013, and the person who caused it doesn't even care. I think she is crazy. I would care if I destroyed someone's face.… [more]
  • I Think I Am Ugly

    It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out: Normal human face + full syringe of zombie gel = HOLY CRAP, WHAT IS THAT?? If I can't look at it without feeling like I'm… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I love my ugly toes
    I used to hate and fear my toes, but now I love them because MY DERMATOLOGIST DIDN'T GET TO THEM!! They're still mine, and they're still ugly, the way God made them. So what're ya gonna inject in these hogs, doc? I'll tell you what...NOTHING!!!… [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    I Eat Hot Dogs
    Everyone thinks I'm vegan...and I am...but for one thing: I eat antibiotic-free, casein-free, nitrite-free, nitrate-free USDA organic hot dogs. A lot ;-) But I eat them on gluten-free, dairy-free "bread", and I chase them down with dairy-free hazelnut "milk", so...does it still count as not being vegan to eat the hot dogs?… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I Can't Wait for my Broccoli to Steam
    How am I supposed to sit here, smelling the steaming broccoli, and not attack it before it's perfectly ready? I am considering eating a veggie burger with mustard to divert my attention while I wait, but I don't want to kill my broccoli monster appetite.My confession is that I have no self control when it comes to broccoli. I think I am going to go spear me a chunk to gnaw on while I wait for the rest to come into its prime. My stomach is cheering, "Go! Go! Go!" Or maybe it's churning moans of "Why did you eat those cookies earlier??"oh man, I can't take it anymore. Broccoli, here I come!!!!… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I Eat Whatever is not Nailed Down
    Remember when I confessed that I eat hot dogs? Well those were just my early days in my descent into depression. Now it's "Look out comes my mouth". Maybe all this chewing will break down the goo walls faster, so some day I might be able to smile properly again. Who knew a dermatologist had the power to restructure your face and create new, anatomically incorrect features it, impeding your ability to comfortably talk or smile, with nothing but a syringe? I did not know. So now I just eat, waiting for the years to pass.… [more]