Female , 18-21

I paint, I write, I make jewellery, cook and love cats. I'm a very philosophical person, but I consider myself Wiccan. If there is a great divine force out there who loves us, nurtures us and creates life itself then I am sure if it has to be personified as one particular gender, it would be female. I love long walks, rain, Skyrim, Battlestar Galactica and generally pretending I'm somewhere weird and wonderful.

Last Seen Nov 4, 2014
Member Since Nov 25, 2012
Favorite Quote All we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.
  • 100% English
Vices Coffee, Battlestar Galactica
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Capricorn
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I Battle Depression

Here I am, sat at my keyboard at three in the morning. I can't sleep, I won't sleep. Sleep feels like it would be a lost battle, it would be a sign of my weakness and passivity. I look for ways to... [more]
  • I Grew Up Poor

    How do I talk to my Mum about Money without her getting too upset? People who meet me would never suspect I've had the past I have. I'm English but living in Australia, so everyone thinks I have money and 'class' because of my accent. I hope I have class, but I most … [more]
  • I Have Paranormal Experiences

    Feeling A Strong Sense Of My Own Presence. One of the most puzzling thing's that has happened to me in terms of the supernatural (though definitely not the scariest or the most shocking) is feeling a sense of myself in a room suddenly. T… [more]
  • I Hate Men Who Abuse Women

    Abuse Well, where to start? I'm new to this site, so I feel my first post should be about my most profound struggle in life. It isn't what makes me miserable on a daily basis, it barely effects my moods at … [more]
  • I Have Feelings For Someone I Shouldn't

    Unfinished Business I don't think I have feelings for him, that would be going too far. But this seemed like the group that best fits my situation. Where do I start? I'm in a long, draining relationship that I seem… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    First Boyfriend.
    It's not much of a confession, but it's insane and it's happening right now. So staring at my EP screen I figured I may as well exclaim in shock on here. I have not seen or heard a single word from my first boyfriend since high school. Not a word.And if everything isn't surreal enough lately tonight I just get a random inbox from him. So weird. He's asking me about my life and finally after many years of no closure I get to rub it in his face how well I'm doing and what an idiot he was for throwing me away. Ha.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    The greatest sacrifice a person feels when they've been in a relationship for a while is that they don't feel attractive any more. At least that is how it is with me. When you know someone so incredibly well you can't see their face any more. I can't see his, and he doesn't really see mine either. All we are to each other is a lot of familiarity. When I'm in a good mood I'd probably ponder that it was a good thing, all we have now is a mental connection.But I want to feel attractive, admired, valued. He keeps saying I'm getting chubby and it hurts me. I remember a long time ago he found me so beautiful, at the very beginning how shy and awkward he was around me and how he would go on and on … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    High School Again
    My first day at university during O week. I was excited and full of pride. Domestic violence, poverty, I'd fought many battles to get there. I have fought many battles.It's been two years since I left high school, and I honestly had not considered seeing anyone from my past. The whole thing felt like something so new.It had to be that one girl out of thousands of other first years that I recognized, she who my first ever boyfriend left me for. He was a moron and it's unbelievable that even teenaged me gave him the time of day, but she is still an unpleasant person from my past to run into.He bragged and boasted that he'd 'upgraded' and she was so much better than me to his friends. It hurt e… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    My relationship with failure
    I fail everything. Not because I'm stupid and my work isn't up to standards, if anything that would be better. A lack of knowledge can be easily fixed with study.Whatever is wrong with me is a much deeper problem. I'm clever, I always start things as the best student. I'm filled with passion and enthusiasm and I'm a clever person; I do outstandingly well at first. Teachers/lecturers describe me as an extremely bright young woman capable of becoming absolutely anything I wanted.But it dwindles. I never complete things. What is wrong with me? I'm not stupid, I'm perfectly capable of these things but I just don't do them. I find it heartbreaking. It's such a stupid thing to find heartbreaking b… [more]