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Female , 26-30
CA USA

I always hate these parts of sites... I feel like if you say things that seem overly good then you have to live up to those expectations and the same goes for the opposite. I prefer for people to get to know me on their own. Ask questions have conversations with me. Leave me messages and I'll eventually reply. But for now the only things i'll say about myself are that I am not a skinny person, on certain days i may not like myself very much, I talk to fast and sometimes to loud (I blame my father for that trait), and I can be in a crowed filled with a million people and still feel utterly alone. When I'm with my friends I feel like I'm the protector of the group but then when I'm alone I feel scared and vulnerable. I am happy and sad on a daily basis and some days I don't even get out of bed. But I like to meet new people online and to discuss any and all things in life. So if you would like to get to know me better message me and I'll do the same.

Last Seen Jul 11
Member Since May 21, 2012
Favorite Quote I'd rather be loved for who I am then loved for who I am not.
Heritage
  • a little German
  • and a little Swedish
  • and a little Danish
  • and a little Native American
  • and a little Irish
Vices I don't really know if I have many vices. The only thing that comes to mind is that I am always very negative when it come to myself.
Politics
Horoscope Pisces
Special day 3-12
Books I am a book worm. However my favorite genre would be young adult/ Teen books. I love them and I don't care how old I am or will eventually get I will always read them.
Music I'm very eclectic when it comes to music. The only thing I can't really stand is rap that is hard to understand what they are saying.
Movies Quite a few actually But I am a Disney girl all the way and Beauty and the Beat would have to be my favorite.
Local Time July 24th, 1:38 PM

I Have No Real Friends and Few Family

Not Exactly.... I have one really good friend. But that's about it. However it doesn't help that I don't go out and meet people, and that everyone from high school has left to go start their own lives. So it is my... [more]
Princessjewls88 has shared 33 Mature Experiences
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  • I Am a Night Person

    Haven't Been To Bed Yet... I am such a night person my sleep schedule is all messed up at the moment. It doesn't help that I don't have a job right now so there's no need to get up or do anything. So at the moment i haven't bee… [more]
  • I Will Answer Anything You Dare To Ask

    I'm An Open Book... Feel free to ask anything your heart desires...… [more]
  • I Am Dealing With The Death Of My Mother

    My Mother, My Hero, My Friend... My mother has and always will be my hero. She was everything to me, and when I lost her on November 13, 2007 my world shattered. We lost her in just five short days and never knew what was coming. She… [more]
  • My Mother, My Hero, My Friend...

    Posted on: June 3rd, 2012 at 6:11AM

    My mother has and always will be my hero. She was everything to me, and when I lost her on November 13, 2007 my world shattered. We lost her in just five short days and never knew what was coming. She had started to complain of abdominal pains, but being the woman that she was thought she had just taken too many aspirin. We told her to go to the doctor but she was so stubborn, and kept insisting that she would be fine in a couple days. A few days later she told me that she thought she should go into emergency. She tried to get out of her room and down the hallway but she couldn’t make it. She got back into her bed and told me to call an ambulance. I did just as she asked, and when they got t… [more]

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  • What to Do With My Life...

    Posted on: June 5th, 2012 at 12:53AM

    I have no idea on what to do with my life at this point in time. I've hit a low point. Really low. I've been here before and I've always been able to pull myself out of it. But not so much this time. I don't know what makes this time any different from the others. Unless it's just because it feels like everything is piling up against me. I quit my job at the end of April and have since looked very little for a new one. I thought it was the job not making me happy. However now I realize it wasn't that. Or at least not mainly that. I don't do anything anymore. I don't want to leave my room, I don't want to hang out with friends. Hell I don't even want to get out of bed most days. I have some m… [more]

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  • First experience using this blog...

    Posted on: June 3rd, 2012 at 6:49AM

    It sucked. I somehow deleted everything that I was going to say (and it was not short) so instead I just copied and pasted the story about my mother. Maybe I'll rewrite what I was originally going to say but for now I am no longer in "the moment" So yeah. I don't know if this blog should just be randomness for me or not. I guess as I go along I'll decide....… [more]

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