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prisonbreaktempt 18-21, F
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NOW IT'S TIME TO LEAVE AND TURN TO DUST. Yesterday at 10:52am
I Can'T Sleep At Night
It's hard. Every night I cannot sleep until I lose the battle between me and my weary eyes. Sometimes I try to observe the transition between wakefulness and sleep. It is painful...my whole body...
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Experiences
Stories
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I Absolutely Luv Hot Fudge Sundaes
A Table For TwoThe sunny afternoon, out the window of a restaurant the busy road, right inside the restaurant and right beside the window, a table for two...him and me...and two Hot Fudge Sundaes. Laughter...loads o… [more] -
Everybody Has To Let Go SomedayI'm so numb i don't feel like writing anything.… [more]
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Sanity Is Not Welcome HereI'm too tired to write. Everybody calls me crazy in college. They call me insane, psycho, retarded, abnormal. A guy in my class called me a zombie today. I am bipolar. Tell me is being bip… [more]
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I Shut People Out When They Hurt Me
Why So Vulnerable?Torture of years has been piling up. I've always been told to "go away", I've been told I am stupid, confused and good-for-nothing. I never told my parents stuff that used to happen at school. I never… [more]
Confessions
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Why can't I be that girl?...who puts a smile on your face? You don't talk to me at all. You act like I'm not there. You break my heart every time you just...pass by...and don't even say hi...it's like all the sad songs are true. You humiliate me. I sometimes want to stop you there and then and ask you "what's your problem? Why are you mad at me?" Is something wrong with me? If there's something wrong, it's that when you're around I'm a little nervous, a little sweaty and just too deeply lost. You don't talk to me like...normally...you always have to be super-rude. =( I always fail to make you like me. It has always been like this, and maybe I'm a loser in this respect. He likes her. My own friend. Everybody loves he… [more]
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InsecuritiesI don't remember ever being left behind by my mother in a crowd. I always had my hand curled around her finger wherever we went.However, I remember my dad driving away. I was shouting, begging him to stop. The house was locked. My mom was at a friend's place. Dad was taking me and my two sisters to a restaurant for dinner. I got ready a little late. He got angry. I remember he used to get angry at every little mistake. He raced the car suddenly as I was about to get into it. I screamed first. I felt alone and helpless. He'd just gone two feet, and to me the torture was of two miles. I looked at my younger sister as she pressed her nose against the car window. Is he really going to leave me? … [more]
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i suck at relationships of all kinds (from being a daughter to being a girlfriend)my boyfriend is not good looking and i am pretty much teased about that. sometimes i don't feel like loving him myself. but that's not the point, he's wierd...he loves me a lot, he says tht he does, so does everybody...but behind my back he flirts, behind my back he laughs at me with his friends, and then i ask for his facebook password, which he won't give, and then i get mad and we have a fight, then we don't talk for a day, or a week maximum, then we're back together.he comes back, saying i love you, i say you dont, he says if i was flirting i would never contact you again...then we're okay...but again he repeats the same crap...i dont understand, on one sidfe he is ready to serve me like… [more]
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InsecuritiesI can't sleep without my stuffed toy "Turtle". I don't know why. My mom doesn't like that I sleep like that cuz its so childlike. I remember her pulling my old bed-hug (a cushion) from under my arms while I was sleeping, I woke up, and she asked me what kinda insecurities I had...I don't know. I really don't know. Turtle makes me feel safe. Makes me feel that I am loved. That I am not alone...that I have a friend who will hug me and love me purely even when I'm asleep...a true friend who won't pull a dagger out while I'm asleep to murder me. Who is one-faced, true and loyal. A friend I can rely on. No misunderstandings and no issues.… [more]
Questions and Answers
Blogs
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The Way I Feel Sometimes
Till when can I stay protected under the cover of superficial happiness? Sometime or the other, I'll have to show who I really am. I'm a complicated person who wants everything to be my way, just because that's how I think it's easy. When I'm hurt, I can't forget. When I'm happy I'm not thankful. When you're here I'm glad that you're here, then suddenly I'm not. I'm silently losing my mind. If only you hadn't broken my trust, if only you had held me tight enough, if only I didn't have to fight to get some petty attention, it only came I first in your mind and then your friends, then would I have been happy. And you know it well. Compare and decide...which relation is more important? But you … [more]
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About prisonbreaktempt
floating in dead space
About Me
weird :D
Member
Since Mar 07, 2011
Special Day
December 14th 
Occupation
student doctor
Horoscope
Capricorn
Politics
Liberal
Music
rihanna, train, 12 stones, shayne ward, apocalyptica, linkin park, three days grace, staind
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- prisonbreaktempt said "I Am Quiet and Shy" 11 hours ago
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- prisonbreaktempt answered the question "No one is ever more him/herself than when they really laugh?" 4 days ago
- prisonbreaktempt answered the question "Do you believe it's natural for humans to pair bond for life? If so about what age does this naturally occur?" 4 days ago
- prisonbreaktempt answered the question "What do u do when u luv some1 who is not interested~~~?" 5 days ago
