Prisoner23 22-25, F

After living through abuse, bullying, depression, cutting, and an eating disorder, I finally got through college and now have a full time nursing job...the problem is my depression is back, I hate myself again because of body image issues, I gained 40 lbs and I feel trapped. I've been thinking about cutting, and starving myself again a lot lately. I don't even know when all this started again...… [more]