Female , 22-25

Just a person living in this cruel world...

Last Seen Jun 7, 2012
Member Since Apr 30, 2011
Favorite Quote I feel like everybody has two sides, light and dark. I like to walk the line between the two... ~ Kerli ~
  • 100% Mexican
Horoscope Libra
Special day
Books Small Steps, Frankenstein, Love You Forever, The Lovely Bones, The Outsiders.
Music Daft Punk, Pantera, Kerli, Dioxyde, Joe Satriani, KI, Savage Garden, TLC, Kinky.
Local Time May 4th, 10:17 PM

I Am Not a Party Person

The Definition Of "party" Has Changed In My Aspect... So, probably the only intense-ish kind of party I've ever been to was a relative's party. I did not like it, they had hired djs to play music...first of all, they were playing sucky was... [more]
  • I Am Wasting My Life Away

    Sometimes, I Feel Like A Waste... After I graduated from high school, I wasn't so sure about going to college...I was undecided on what I wanted to go for. So, I made up my mind and chose to study on being an x ray technician. I didn'… [more]
  • I Have Social Anxiety

    Pretty Much Ruined Me In High School And College... I'm 22 now and I've had s.a.(social anxiety) since I was a freshmen in highschool...uhm, I noticed that I didn't like being in public much because I felt like people were looking at me and judging me.… [more]
  • I Not Happy With the Person I Have Become

    Wish I Wasn't Born... I'm so angry, hurt, tired of my's the same. There's nothing...valuable about me. I never thought that I would end up like this...all the things I said that I wanted to be as or things I want… [more]
  • I Hate My Acne Scars

    8( I hate them, and I'm getting sucks, I hate my face now. It hurts because I have bumps on my face by my mouth...they hurt really bad, even if I lightly touch it, it doesn't look like a pimple… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Talking to myself...
    Don't you cry, remember what I said? Next year is the year to change all this...I know you're afraid but take this misery as your motivation to make your life a bit better, make some changes. That's what you need...yeah, you're scared but **** it....if you never do anything, you're gonna be looking back at your life and asking yourself, why did you lose so much time doing nothing, when you could've done year is the chance, it's the opportunity to change your life around, come can do it, just keep believing in yourself. Do what it takes so you won't go back to that place where you just felt sorry for yourself....come on, it could be so much better than that! And, yo… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I'm not good at giving advice...
    I really am not good, I'm inexperienced in probably most of life's I'm the wrong person to come for, for advice.I don't like when people expect me to make them feel better and I have nothing to say, other than..."hope you feel better" (yeah, not really feel good when people do say that I make em feel better just by talking to me, so I'm like..."oh, good, thanks for not making this hard for me." XDI could give good advice on some issues but it's the only ones I know...which are few, sometimes that works...other times, it doesn't.Sometimes, I wish that I knew more...and be able to give good or great advice, but unfortunately...nope. I'm the way I have become and, u… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    It bothers me...
    And, I don't know why the heck I'm here...all loser, writing about this.He's having fun, posting it on fb...almost like rubbing it in on my face, but I know it's not his intention.Why does it feel like it, though? I'm sick that I think that I don't feel anything for this guy but why does hestill cross my mind? It's annoying...and even worse, he's hanging out with that *****. Ugh...see? Whydo I care, there's nothing to care about....there's nothing to worry about. Why does it even bother me?Get out of my mind...jeez. And, I do try to stop thinking about you but somehow, you get in the way...-_-.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Move on, without me...
    Why do I feel like I'm left at the same place, it's like everyone forgot about me...I'm by myself...I guess I have been alone, all along and I'm going to keep being alone. I'm afraid that I'm becoming a cold, lonely woman...and that's all I'll ever be. My mind is filled with unanswered questions that I'll never find out. I think I'm losing my sense of humor...sometimes it just hurts for me to smile. Everyone is moving on and I'm still in the same place.… [more]