After 7 months, in high school, my boyfriend and I broke up a couple weeks ago. He was everything to me, I loved him. He was just like me too, I could talk to him about anything. I even had sex ...
I loath myself. I dont want to, but ever since I began school, it's been "your fat, ugly, stupid, weird, retarded, you talk funny, you smell funny(my dad smokes so I smell like ciggarettes someti… [more]
I love the anime, video games, and I recently got into the card game. The new Pokemon stuff I'm kinda ehh on, I like the older games and cards. I'm playing Pokemon Yellow currently. My favorite P… [more]
Im generally a down person, I'm usually sad, depressed, alone, all those negitive feelings. I'm not one to rant to people about how upset I am. So I love to draw my feelings, I tend to use notebo… [more]
I cant seem to be happier. Everytime I'm happy, whatever made me happy is taken away and ruined. Im just empty feeling, if Im not sad, then I feel nothing. To alot of people, I probably seem happy all… [more]
I can't stop doing things with my ex, no matter how much I don't want to. He always talks me into things and I'm ashamed that sometimes I actually enjoy it. Other times it messes with me completely.… [more]