College is kicking my ass, and yet I am top of every class I am in. I am awesome. :)-

I talk to myself, hate people, and generally want to cuddle. Make sense?

Last Seen Dec 18, 2013
Member Since May 03, 2011
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  • a little Native American (Navajo)
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 11-18
Books Another Country, Passion of Mary Magdalen
Music Leonard Cohen, Lucas Silveira, Folkish stuff
Movies Clockwork Orange, Rocky Horror Picture Show
Local Time April 27th, 7:11 AM

I Want to Get a Tattoo

Tattoo Ideas For Child Abuse Survivors? I have been thinking a lot about it lately, and I am glad to have accepted and lived through my past. I feel like I am still feeling the suffering from the effects of my child abuse, and there are... [more]
queer4clockwork has shared 42 Mature Experiences
  • I Had a Strange Experience

    I Was Blown Away By A Stranger So on a little trip to Bed, Bath, and Beyond I about **** my pants..because it was ******* AWESOME! A little event of about 4 seconds happened that literally changed my life. You wanna know? I thought… [more]
  • I Want to Stop Binge Eating

    It's Killing Me As I continue this path, I can see myself becoming destroyed. My stretch marks throw me this literal warning that my body can't take the abuse. I have eaten enough today to become too stuffed, but luc… [more]
  • I Am Sick of Being Single

    Small Towns Are No Fun I live in the farm areas in queencreek. It's 20 miles of farm land, cows, and the smell of manure. Shouldn't be a problem for me, alas their are tons of youngins' here. There are two things that make … [more]
  • I Miss My Childhood

    I Do And Don't I have mixed feelings over my childhood. I miss it because I don't remember most of it. I don't because there's a reason I can't remember it. I went through enough as a child to understand what most a… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Frog Abuse
    I prefer to stay out of trouble. When their is a fight I will leave it alone. But I have this soft spot for animals. And yesterday there was a frog sitting in the grass, and it was minding its own business. And a few men, much stronger than me, decided they were going to "kick it into the wall". And began surrounding it. I was going to walk away but at last minute the frog panicked and when it tried to hop away one of them kicked it and it rolled around. So I walked over, pushed the guy away and said, "Don't hurt it." As calm as I could sound as to not make them mad. And I picked it up, it peed in my hand cause it was frightened, and put it back in the grass till the men left.I just had to. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I am no talented artist by no means. I can do some minor landscape and some cartooning. To my surpirse, one of my art pieces I did with acrylic got into an art show! It's not a huge show, but I still never thought it'd be good enough to be presented.… [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    Dollar Bill
    I went to buy a bag of chips and pulled out a dollar, and noticed some red writing on it. I looked closer and it was a stamp that said, "".What?! How in the world did that get on my dollar bill..… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    You ever get mail?
    And right away your considering the worst?Like.."oh another pervert?"Or, "Are they asking for naked photos again"I swear no one mails me wanting to just talk. Its all from really gross people who want a whole lot more than just a chat.Ugh.… [more]