Female , 18-21
Feeling depressed
Well.. Crap..

Brown hair hazel eyes. Love video games writing and reading fiction. Shy smart dreamer. Anime addict.

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Member Since Jan 15, 2012
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Horoscope Aquarius
Special day 2-7
Local Time May 26th, 6:52 AM

I Am An Empath

*Sigh* Depression... Seems that's all I've been able to feel for a long while. It's been blocking everything else out, but I can still sorta feel those other emotions like an animal scratching at the... [more]
  • I Am An Empath

    Sleepy This is probably nothing but I have noticed lately that I have been falling asleep in my classes more frequently. Not completely asleep just moments where I blackout. When this happens I start to see … [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Pins, Needles, And Broken Bones In this dream it was like these quills had been stuck into me. Almost like I hugged a porcupine but most of the quills were stuck in my knees and writs. I kept pulling them out of my knees and legs fi… [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Eight Roses In this dream me and two of my friends along with this girl I did not recognize were being chased by this guy in a trench coat and fadora hat. He had a pistol in one pocket and a flame thrower he was … [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Impending Doom In the dream I had collapsed at school and woke up in a hospital that seemed quite futuristic. It had vital machines the on flat tv screens. For some reason the doctor was Japanese (don't know why ju… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I'm so scared
    My ep friend simplyhidden and I sent messages to each other everyday and if not everyday, at least within a week. Well I hadn't been online in a while and he sent me a message four days ago saying that he enjoyed our conversations and that he to tired to live anymore. I didn't receive it until today and I sent him a message saying that hoped he didn't do it. I really meant every single word I said in that message. Even if we never have met I still want him to live. He has become an important person in my life. I'm scared that I have lost him. Does anyone on here have him as a friend. Please help him anyway you can. Maybe I'm selfish for saying this,maybe he is suffering but I want him live. … [more]
  • School Confessions

    Sleeping in Class
    Lately I have found it hard to stay awake in school. I've been going to bed early and eating right but I just simply pass completely out. One minute I'm in class the next the room is dark or I'm in dreamland. Just thought it was weird considering I'm dozing off in classes I have never fell asleep in before.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Work for Food
    Yesterday while on a ride on a golf cart with my friend I saw this man in a wheelchair with a sack a jug of Hawaiian punch at his feet and while waiting to cross unfolded a sign that said will work for food. I didn't know what to think. I don't think my friend saw it since he was driving, but the old man just briefly looked at me and then folded up his sign and turned around and went the opposite way when the light changed.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Just a Few Thoughts
    Been doing this whole being in a relationship thing with my boyfriend for a while and everything seems pretty good at the moment. We've had a few bumps but who doesn't especially in their first few relationships. Well this being my first I guess it's not exactly how I thought it would be, which I don't think is entirely a bad thing. I think he also pictured something a bit different but we're both learning how different we are and how we can both compromise certain agreements. Having anxiety and depression has been a bit difficult for me so it's been a bit of a journey to learn how to open up more to other people especially those who are close to me. Another thing is since this is an online… [more]
  • Revelations

    Posted on: August 4th, 2012 at 12:24PM

    I think i will play assasins creed revealtions mutiplayer tonight on the ps3. anyone want to join i probbablly will be play at 9:00 p.m est.… [more]


  • Does anyone even use the blog option anymore?

    Posted on: August 11th, 2014 at 2:34AM

    I really don't have much to say.. Just kind of a random post. Guess while you're reading this, if anyone does read this, ask how was your day.. Yeah that's it. Also since some of my past post seemed to actually get some views, ask again if anyone plays assassins creed online. Just curious..Now if you somehow are reading this still feel free to I don't know message me if for some odd reason you feel you need to..Dear god, why am I still typing..?… [more]


  • Just Some Random Poetic (Eh... maybe not poetic) Thoughts

    Posted on: March 15th, 2015 at 11:39PM

    I'm being dragged down though I thought I kicked the shadows off my ankles. They claw at them reminding me they're still there. But what's worse of all is her voice whispering things into my ears telling me that nothing is worth getting up, things won't get better than this. Then she wraps her arms around me with her cold grip and covers my eyes from the light I had finally found. From the light that shone through the wall that were finally breaking down. The walls I finally let him see into. I let break them down, but those shadows tried to build him back up. I grabbed onto his hand, but she grew jealous when I began to ignore her. Her grip became tighter, her icy fingers dug sharp nails in… [more]


  • Assasins creed 3 yay

    Posted on: January 31st, 2013 at 2:31PM

    Tonight I shall play ac3. In fact I think I shall play now. Look for me on the playstation. I will probably be playing simple death match or one of the team matches. See u there. … [more]