radams33 31-35, F

I really do. I find them beautiful, and interesting to look at. Don't get me wrong, I love my brown eyes and would NEVER want to change them. However I love other people who has the most bluest eyes and I find that a fasination, because technically blue eyes are more a mere mutation. The less melonin in the eye the more lighter it becomes, and your eyes changes at the time of birth. It's genetic since we're all start off with blue eyes until we're out the mother's placenta house (womb), then that's when the melonin starts to kick in. Depending on the parents DNA and your gene history there is a shore shot that you will have the eye color as same as your parents, unless there is a blip in you… [more]

I'm loney. And I can't help it. I enjoy my own company and there are limitless pros and cons to this. I don't mind being alone, really don't. I'm around friends but I put a barrier between them and me by simply closing a room door. The funny thing is I always been this way since I was a little girl and nobody really understand how I can stay and enjoy being alone. Not even me sometimes. I know this will eventually be the end of me (In other words - I'll die alone.) and I accept my fate because I come to the realization that nobody wants me. And  I don't care anymore. I'm alone and I like it. Nobody can tell me any different.… [more]

 I confess ..... I like going through Amazon and E Bay to check on the latest, and cheap electronics and messenger bags. However all in all, I rather just go to the store and buy whatever I need than driving myself crazy with high shipping and insurance prices. I rarely buy anything on shopping sites anyway. Another confession....I like pick out what I want in shopping catalogs, and do the math on what I picked out. I don't order anything because I can get a better deal for what I really want at the store. I just simply like doing the math. The funny thing is - I hate math.  … [more]

Yeah thats right, I love the TV show GLEE. And I wish I didn't. In fact I should hate it more because it remind me of all the stuff that I been through when I was in high school. When I was a teenager I went to three different high schools, went through so many stuff that I couldn't explain that both my parents considered strange ; isolation, depression, racism, weight issues, and so many bull ****. This TV show is NOT like any other if a 33 year old can relate to half to the stuff that most of these characters struggle with. I was going through these strifes, only I didn't know how to acknowledge it.There was one point in time when I wanted to tell my father that I wanted to see a therapist… [more]