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Female , 16-17
CA USA

I'm a pale, white skinned girl, with naturally red hair, freckles, blue eyes, a chubby body type, and no life. I'm as much of a loner as they get. I have no friends that actually care about me and those who do (Or now I should say "have") care about me, I've begun to feel romantically toward. So, no, I have no real friends. And I've never been in a romantic relationship because, well, nobody has ever liked me in that way.

Last Seen Jun 13, 2012
Member Since May 18, 2012
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