I am the "absentminded professor" living in my own world often oblivious to my surroundings. I react to things outside this scope of reality too often without thinking them through and submit myself to embarrassment... While happy within the comfortable regions of my subconscious, I am prone to anxiety if I stretch myself. These realizations are sadly quite fresh due to the fact that I have been oblivious most of my life. Perhaps there's still time to correct some of these shortcomings. Maybe then I can live (life as it should be).
9/5/10 I am robotic yet self aware. Or is this awareness a false belief within a web of ignorance?
Uncontrolled Inertia Flying sideways as always the internal monologue pulls and twists me in that particular perpendicular shifting sly direction continuously, incessantly, forever along until oblivion. … [more]
Me Neither I had some what could call close friends but I've suffered from depression and anxiety for so long I was more or less absent tee, basically a hermit. I just suffered my first psychotic episode and I f… [more]
Simple Epiphany It was a fairly clear night and a meteor shower was taking place. I climbed onto the roof via the far left support beam on the lanai. The wind was blowing ferociously as it always does on the North Sh… [more]
Afraid To Leave Room I'm afraid to leave my room...My room depresses me. Damn… [more]