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I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

I Finally Saw Here I was, day after day making excuses for you and convincing myself that it just wasn't time yet. I told myself that if I just be patient and waited that one day you will see, that one day you will... [more]
Regretful911 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Am a Victim of Emotional Abuse

    Life? I have been let down and put down by persons so many times that I no longer expect any good to come my way.. Everything is so intense for me at this point i time. I am so terrified of getting hurt tha… [more]
  • I Am Venting

    Letting Go My best friend and I became friends FAST. We had so much in common and alot of similar personality traits. We spoke for hours about alot of things and it blossomed tremendously. It hasn't even been a … [more]
  • I Need Space To Be Me

    *relief* I do not need to be told what to do or who to be. I do not need to learn the art of pretense. I do not need to laugh when I want to cry just because it makes me look stronger! No more will lock myself… [more]
  • I Am Self Destructive

    :( I have no idea which way to go. I am just running around in circles. I want to laugh, I want to cry, I want to scream but I can't. I don't know how to continue on in my life. What have I done? How do … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I don't know what to do
    I am so confused and broken. No matter how many times I say never will I ever I fall back into my old patterns and routines. I love deeply, never thinking of the consequences. I have this idea in my head that people NEED my love kmt. They need me to LOVE THEM WITH MY ALL. Why? Why can't I just be like everyone else and block how much love I have for others. I can't stop crying my eyes out right now. I want to run far away and never come back. Will there be any peace? Will there be any love for me? I mean real love, natural love not a I love you because...or a I love you BUT. How about an I LOVE YOU? Simple. Plain and simple. Can't I have at least that?… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I want to be #1
    I feel like a selfish person for even thinking this way but its true. I am always putting others first, before me and before anything else. I will neglect work, school my life for a friend. I am obsessed with fixing the problems of others and feel responsible for the happiness of another person. Dumb right? I know. I try to make people happy esp my friends. I do not know why I always bend over backwards for everyone, I don't regret it though. No matter how many times I get hurt in life, I still fall into relationships (friends, lovers whatever) and always get seriously attached.Now I feel like I am being left behind. Like I will always be last on everyone else's list. I want to be THAT perso… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I had an abortion on Monday and I think it was the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life. I want to just sleep so much!!! I am jealous of women with their babies. I don't want to be around kids anymore....and I feel weak. Like not even the love of my child could have made me strong enough. I hate myself right now.… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    I am not sure that my best friend is my best friend after all. I love her but then why do I keep wishing I had a 'better' friend and fantasizing about someone else. Maybe its because she's married and all but we are just not what we used to be. Now, I can accept change but I am having a difficult time accepting THIS change.… [more]
  • Being Human

    Posted on: March 15th, 2012 at 2:11PM

    There is a tv show on SYFY that I enjoy watching every Monday night. Its called "Being Human". The show is about a vampire, a werewolf and a ghost, all under the same roof. The show is extremely different from other popular supernatural shows like True Blood or Twilight. There is no supportive families, no one falling in love and no glitz and glamour. It shows the raw hardship that these beings have to face being who they are. They have to suppress their inner persona and walk among the humans as one of them. There is nowhere the wolf can be free to run, nowhere the vampire can be free to hunt and noway for the ghost to be free.It reminds me alot of being a typical human, we face so much tro… [more]