Female , 16-17

Last Seen Nov 16, 2012
Member Since Oct 30, 2009
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Horoscope Gemini
Special day 6-3
Local Time May 4th, 8:25 PM

I Want to List 10 Things I Am Gratefule For

I've Changed 8 months ago i was on a downward spiral. Since then Ive changed my life completely around. There are so many key factors. I'm grateful. 1. I'm glad I was able to break up from an... [more]
  • I Feel Disconnected From Reality

    Craziness Runs In The Family Well other than the fact that schiz runs in my family, I'm also a writer, which just as most people know makes you a bit detached from reality. I can never tell the difference between my dreams and… [more]
  • I Believe In Soulmates

    Girl Or Guy. Love Lust Or Friendship I don't think a soul-mate is necessarily a love. And I think it could be someone of your sex or the other. I do believe there is more than one out there for everyone but only the lucky ones find them.… [more]
  • I Have a Family Member In Prison

    Sister She's in jail not prison. But nonetheless. It started when she 19 over the summer when I went to visit her and our mom in Pensacola. She was dating a guy. THe type that you know will be nothing but tr… [more]
  • I Sometimes Wish I Were More Feminine

    Motherless. I have grown up surrounded by guys and there has never really been a feminine figure in my life. So I dress like a guy, and act like one to a point that's to be expected I suppose. But in all honesty … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I ran So far I pushed Out so many lies But now I am falling Taking that One step Over the Edge Falling Downward Ever so Slowly Images flash Before my eyes Of what ifs And have nots Nothing to Break the fall To lessen The damage When I Crash land I will be Nothing But broken Bones Unshed Tears Regrets Seeping out Questions Flowing through Headless Lost my mind Emotionless Lost my grasp Alone Lost it all Nothing but broken bones To show Of my Walk on Earth Of my Shattered life Desperation is The motivation Loneliness is The cause All my fault I'm all alone So time For me to fall 03~17~11 -Relle Aine… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Misunderstood 2
    I'm not sure when it began. Or how it began. But it did begin. And it has yet to end. This isn't an autobiography, nor is it a fictional statement of what could have been. It is a set of words compiled together to give you a tour into my head. A place I don't like being. A place no other has ever been. Except me I suppose. I grew up on a boat. Yes, I do like to start every single story about myself with that short sentence. Because it adds character? Because it helps something? I'm not sure what I'm trying to prove or say when I tell you that, but I know in some way I'm trying to brag. So I grew up on a boat. And I love the water. Stop. That's not my mind. That is a like. My mind. When I … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I love you.
    Pencil in A word To help you Understand Hearts are Linked So Soundly Minds are One Not Two Paths have Crossed So Quickly What would You Have us Do Love is In the air It seems To Make us Blind Hope is Within reach Waiting for Us To find Holding out My hand So catch Me If you Can I'm slowing Down my pace I want You with me now I'm loving you Forever, always You're returning it Somehow Opening up your Arms Like reaching for The skies Instead I'll Jump on in And be your Sweet surprise Now close Your arms And hold Me tight Never let Go No matter The world's might Now holding And kissing I suddenly Want to cry Because I'm always Worrying You'll have to Say goodby… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Breaking Apart
    I am Not whole There are Only fragments Left of Me Falling down Stars Flights at A time Finally Stopping My body Turned useless My brain To mush My heart Shattered Into a Million Pieces Tears cascading In a waterfall No one Can grasp The entirety This pain Has Caused Alone In body and mind Soon I can Only hope That I will Be no more… [more]
  • Rug

    Posted on: July 1st, 2010 at 2:05AM

    Push it under a rug. My philosophy for most things. I think my rug has become too lumpy to walk on and to continue on unnoticed. … [more]


  • Old poetry.

    Posted on: September 18th, 2010 at 1:22AM

    Time to Die Time to die. Are you ready To die? Want it fast Or you want it slow Knife through The chest Or would Pills do? Cement block Tied tight Jump off that Bridge Down you fall Into the water Drown, drown Drowning Rope round Your neck Tied to The noose Hang inches Above the ground Hands strangling Suffocating you Air running, running Just ran out. Get in that car And drive Swerve, go crazy Here comes the cliff Gun, Placed in hand Blow, blow, blowing Your brains out So how would You like to die Fast or Slow Pain or No? So are you Ready? Because it's Time to die. -Relle Aine 05.25.09 Wow that was really depressing hahas … [more]