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Male , 56-60
Feeling so many different things. Confused, scared, lonely...

I like to make things. They don't often look great but they function.

Last Seen 21 hrs ago
Member Since Mar 13, 2011
Favorite Quote There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want..
Heritage
  • a little German
  • and a little Native American (Blackfoot)
Vices That depends on who you ask.
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books Dhalgren, Time Enough for Love, Lord of the Rings
Music 60s altrock and much more
Movies The Matrix, Alien, Princes Bride, Die Hard,
Local Time September 1st, 7:18 PM

I Live In a Sexless Marriage

Sometimes I come on here just because I am bored sometimes because I'm lonely and sometimes just because I wish I could meet someone local that would like to fill the void that is left in our lives... [more]
riley7253 has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    It Was Pointed Out That I Had Never Posted My Story. I Hope It's Not Too Boring. I am in my second marriage, the first one lasted almost twenty years and the sex, although not nearly as often as I would like, at least happened once a month or so.  We argued just to argue and I fe… [more]
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    County Sheriff Came To Work Looking For Me. I was at work and got a message that a police officer was waiting for me at the front. Thinking someone must have died I went to the front of the building looking for the officer. I figured that if i… [more]
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    Is It Me? Lately, due to talking with friends that I have made here, I have had to come to the realization that I am at least part of the problem. Maybe a big part of the problem.My wife has from t… [more]
  • I Live In a Sexless Marriage

    She Finally Revealed Her Plan. She told me "I hope you live a long lonely life". So that's what you've been working on for the last 12 years.  I really loved you and still could.There is a very high bridge near a plac… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    My Friend
    She said she doesn't like to sleep alone because she is afraid and the answer that I wanted to giver but she does not want to hear is that I want to be the one who keeps you safe.… [more]
  • Life is a little tuff right now.

    Posted on: May 15th, 2012 at 9:54AM

    Life is quite tuff right now.  For more than a decade I have gone without the touching, the holding, the tenderness, the "I need You"s.  When it started I didn't really notice and by the time I did it was already gone never to come back.  I learned to cope but life slowly becomes a big nothing. When finally it dawned on me what my life had become I decided to make changes.  To get out and meet new people. I made friends one in particular that I liked a lot and thought that she might be liking me too.  She didn't feel like I did, we are just friends.  I have finally met someone who can "fill in the gaps" and life is good again. Until we part. Then I know what I have been missing and what I am… [more]

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  • Adapt or lose it all

    Posted on: June 18th, 2012 at 1:59PM

     I am married and my wife and I have grown differently and therefore somewhat apart.  We still love each other and what I have to say here about my girlfriend also applies to my wife and I. I love the time with my girlfriend and when we are together I am going to hold onto that love and our time together.  But when we are not together I learned to let it go.  What I have found is that when I have to let it go, I need to fill that space so that I don't feel empty inside.  Before we met I was almost always empty inside but because there was nothing to contrast the emptiness against I did not realize just how empty my life and therefore I had become. For the first few weeks I was thrilled to… [more]

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