Female , 18-21
One of my biggest fears is dying alone. But now I've discovered my second fear is having to settle down with someone because I screwed things up with the one person I truly would have done anything for.
Last Seen Jan 2
Member Since Mar 21, 2012
Favorite Quote oh.. wow... but, Fuck You.
Vices Smoking, Drinking, Sex, Cutting, Crying.
Local Time May 6th, 7:46 PM
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Depression And Isolation In Intelligent People Is Due To... Over thinking everything. Or the way I see it, noticing the full truth of everything and wondering what the hell is the point?… [more]
I Still Love Her. It's actually a story I wrote about my Freshman year of High School and I still have it saved. So here it is: It happened so quickly. I didn’t know what I was supposed to do. My … [more]
And I Don't Think I Ever Will.... No matter how much she tells me that I'm lying to myself. ... She just doesn't understand. When she finds someone who makes her feel the way she makes me, she'll understand. But until then, :/ I'll ha… [more]
I Do Not Want To Have Cyber Sex! If I wanted cyber sex I would go to some other site ... -_- like yahoo! pool. But I'm not there, I am here to read about experiences and share my own. Although I will talk ABOUT sex, this … [more]
So I found this girlAnd I've fallen for her hard.But she has a fiance. Which only makes it more complicated. They've only dated for a year, and got engaged at 6 months. I think she's absolutely stupid for it.We met at a party.I couldn't stay away from her.I tried. I would walk away and go talk to other people, but I'd always end up next to her smiling and talking.I ended up sleeping next to her that night. No touching.Just talking, and sleeping.Ever since then, I can't stop thinking about her. She means everything to me. She even helped me block off the other girl that was causing so many problems in my life.But she's engaged.She likes me.I don't know if she loves me.I hope she does.Her fiance knows that she me… [more]
Who I told her I amI can fake hating someone. I can get everyone to believe I want them to die when really I love them the most. I can fake loving someone. Getting everyone, even my closest friends to believe I love that person and only that person when really I don’t care a bit about them. I can fake the looks. The looks of wanting, longing, love. I can pretend to be in the utmost pain when I’m as happy as can be. I can have a fake smile, one of the most genuine you’ve ever seen on me, and it can be false. I can lie. Easily. Lying is the easiest thing in the world. And though I can do that, I do not. To you. But you can’t believe that, because if you ever caught me in a lie, which you never will (whether i… [more]