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Female , 56-60
Feeling excited
Outlook~Amazing!

I am happy...I am free....I am loved....I am so glad to still be here....I have wonderful friends.....this last chapter of my book of life is going to be the best, the way I have always dreamed it could be. I think 2015 is going to finally bring me happiness.

Last Seen Feb 23
Member Since Mar 18, 2012
Favorite Quote No individual has the right to come into the world and go out of it without leaving behind him distinct and legitimate reasons for passing through it
Heritage
  • a little Scots-Irish
Vices Kombucha, Music
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Libra
Special day 9-25
Books No local writers
Music Celtic
Movies Get Low
Local Time April 27th, 4:27 AM

I Hate The Word Bored

There were no other groups about this, so I will edit the line/idea a little. I really dislike hearing the word "bored" being used by so many people. It seems to be the "go to word" for much younger... [more]
rowenbumble has shared 4 Mature Experiences
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  • I Miss My Brother Who Passed Away

    5 Months And Ticking The number 21 is not a favorite number of mine anymore, as is the number 2. I lost the 2 people closest in my life on those numbers. My mother, many many years ago, but my brother only 5 months ago.… [more]
  • I Think People Forget the Beauty In Everyday Life

    Open Your Eyes People should be aware and grateful every morning, for just waking up. Then they should be aware of the air, the light, and comforting feel of where they live. Be happy the trees are there carrying th… [more]
  • I Am a Spiritual Being Having a Human Experience

    Always Different I have always been different...by my own distinction and doing or by others response. I have never truly known why, but the world as it is has never much fit to who I am inside. I have chosen to do o… [more]
  • My Life

    Posted on: May 14th, 2012 at 9:42AM

    Another Mother's Day has come and gone...the 32nd one from my mother dying 3 days before I was to celebrate my first one as a mother....Kind of put the brakes on it being a happy day for me for a long time. Until my own children told me I wasn't allowing them to make my day happy..That was never my intent, so I try to enjoy it for them...but the dark scar still lays deep. I wished so many times I would have had a mother's advise or input...even a place to go to think. But life took that safe harbor away just as I was starting out . I was on my own...trying to learn and do on the fly...not a good way to deal with life. I had a father that threw me away when I was 4...the only girl out of 4 ki… [more]

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  • Happy New Year One and All!

    Posted on: December 31st, 2014 at 8:09PM

    "May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you're wonderful, and don't forget to make some art -- write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself." -- Neil Gaiman   Happy New Year, everyone! … [more]

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  • The Secret

    Posted on: January 28th, 2013 at 4:47PM

    To act on impulse, not look back...leading you into familiar territory, yet still unknown. A new found connection, one to just enjoy, but if others knew, oh what hell there would be to pay on both sides. A secret no one would have imagined, or many would want yet there it is....literally lying in wait.… [more]

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  • The Past Fades

    Posted on: April 10th, 2014 at 11:43PM

    I have lived a fairly long life, and have made many, many mistakes. But where I am now is a place I really never saw myself being, but I love it. I had to let someone have most of what we had achieved, that was of a monetary value,...gave most all of it to him so I could leave. I have possesions that are of sentimental worth, but the house, business, cars, furniture, etc...all were given to him & his mother.  Decades were spent by both of us, trying to find some sort of "good" life.  I don't think either one of us was really happy, at least I know I wasn't. I tried though, to tell myself it was good, tried to really believe it, but it wasn't real. That's ok though now. I don't remember much … [more]

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