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Female , 13-15
Feeling amazing
This has been the best week of my life.

I really really really ******* hate myself

Last Seen Mar 29
Member Since Nov 23, 2012
Favorite Quote What consumes your mind, controls your life.
Heritage
  • a little German
  • and a little Irish
Vices Binging, self mutilation
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 10-27
Books
Music John Mayer
Movies
Local Time April 16th, 12:36 AM
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I Want People to Share Their Poetry

This Is To A Boy. This is to a boy who got into my head with all the pretty words he had said. This is to a boy who got into my head with all the pretty things he had did.This is to a boy who got into my head with... [more]
  • I Want People to Share Their Poetry

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  • I Miss My Friend That Died

    Kenge. My bestfriend. God how i miss him. he went from pushing me on the swings to fighting for his life. He went from extremely happy to emotionless in a matter of seconds. I regret letting it hapen every s… [more]
  • I Am Obsessed With My Crush

    Just Ask My Friends...... They'll tell you. I literally do not shutup about him. If i'm not talking about something he said then i'm talking about how happy he makes me or how much i like him and i'm pretty sure everyone think… [more]
  • I Have A Lot Of Fears

    Alot 1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judg… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    It's really scaring me
    It’s scary to find someone that makes you happy. You start giving them all of your attention because they’re what makes you forget everything bad that’s going on in your life. They’re the first person you want to talk to in the morning and the last one before you sleep just so you can start and end your day with a smile. It all sounds great to have that someone, but it’s scary to think about how easily they could just leave and take that happiness away too when they go.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Eventually I'll just stop talking altogether
    Everything i say gets used against me sooner or later. i just don't fell like talking anymore. i starting to think that it will get to the point where i just stop talking altogether. until then i'll just say as quiet as possible. that way nothing can be help against me and i never have to feel quilty. i'm thinking that as soon as this school year is over i'm just never gonna talk again. it's easier that way.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    i need you and you'll never understand.
    please promise me you'll try to stay as long as you can. I'm torturing myself with thoughts of you giving up on me and I'm trying everything in my power to not let that happen. I love you so please try to stay . for me? I know someone out there is gonna make you happier than i ever could and you're not gonna give me a second glance. it's one of my biggest fears. and yeah you don't think so now but the time will come where you will finally be happy without me. and you'll realize i was never really worth the chase. all i ask is you try to stay in my life as long as you possibly can. for me.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Please Father.
    Please Please Please Please Please Please Please PLEASEEEEEE stop drinking when you come home. Please for me. it would a hell of alot easier. i'm tired of the fighting. i'm tired of the cops being called. i HATE talking to CPS. please just stop. mom's gonna win everytime i'm sorry. you can't compete anymore. she's been there for us and you haven't and that's that. … [more]