Female , 16-17

Last Seen Jan 15, 2012
Member Since Feb 17, 2011
Favorite Quote Nothing worth doing is ever easy
Horoscope Leo
Special day
Books vampire academy, twilight sags, fallen novel, wicked lovely, the bible
Music anything that matches my mood at the time
Movies easy a, twilight saga
Local Time May 22nd, 4:26 AM

I Love to Write

I Let My Heart Gudie The Pen Across The Paper I often write about how amazed I am by nature, things that I hold tightly within my heart. I dont see writing as just pen to paper, I see it so much more then that because it is so much more then that... [more]
  • I Don't Get Along With My Family

    Born In The Wrong Family? Thats what I have felt my whole life, I dont fit in here in this family.. I have always been different and felt out of place. I bet you no one in this house has ever questioned things like there relig… [more]
  • I Don't Fit In With My Family

    Ive Always Felt Out Of Place. When I was little I knew that I was different from the rest of my family. Ive always been a dreamer, willing to step across the line, doing crazy things, facing my fears. I grew up in a family full of… [more]
  • I Am a Christo- Pagan

    Stuck In The Middle For a while now I have been torn between the love of Jesus and the beauty of nature..I have studied christain and paganism for a while and I came to my own understanding of it all.I couldn… [more]
  • I Have Ocd

    I Have Ocd I have ocd that causes anxiety whitch causes depression.. they all go hand in hand, it is a scary place to be because once I get a desterbing thought it repeats and repeats and repeats over and … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I love...
    GIRLS. They are beautiful in every way, Every time I see them together, My heart drops to the ground because I wish it was me. I can understand them better and I feel much safer around them then men. They have very soft lips, so glossy and sweet. Ive kissed a girl before.. In my dreams. I woke up smiling, I couldnt stop thinking about it, it felt so real. Every time Im around my friends, I have to keep my cool but inside Im dying to steal a kiss. I want to hold her all day long, tease her with little kisses and most of all... love her with all my heart..… [more]
  • A reflection on my thoughts.

    Posted on: February 20th, 2011 at 2:15PM

    Its snowing again. I am mad but also amazed at how white everything can be just after a few hours. It is cold once again but I hope that the snow dont last because I cant wait for the warm weather to be here so that I could go outside without a heavy coat, It will be as if I am free from a heavy weight on my back. The birds have come to play, they are back at home with their families getting ready for the spring time. The pets are going crazy, they are trying to sneak outside whenever someone opens the door, We now need to be careful so they dont get out. Winter is such a depressing time of year, You cant see the sky, its like your traped inside a snow globe for a long time. If I could at le… [more]


  • Today.

    Posted on: February 22nd, 2011 at 7:52AM

    I woke up feeling very tired because I only got 3 hours of sleep lastnight, the night was spent tossing and turning, I even tried to sleep on the floor but I still couldnt get comfy enough for sleep.. It is now 7:28am, I woke up a half hour ago and I have to leave for school at 8:00am. I am very tired but something tells me that its going to be a good day anyway. I hope that feeling is right. School is no big deal, you just sit there for 3 hours then before you know it your leaving for work for two hours then home. Easy peasy, right? Right. There wasnt any school yesterday so its a short week, my friend might want me to stay after with her but I dont think I will because lasttime I got anxio… [more]


  • Its funny how you could feel like such a stranger in such a fimilar place..

    Posted on: March 21st, 2011 at 7:20AM

    Everyday is the same, I could be smiling on the outside but there words still cut me deep, I could still feel the sting they have left behind. Its funny how your own family could say such hurtful things andd the next day they act as if nothing had happened. They have told me Im worthless, they have said Im selfish, they have called me heartless, a ***** and so many other hurtful things that I bet you they never called anyone of their other kids besides me. Im different, Im not perfect, Im not afraid to step a cross the line but it seems as if they let there hurt inside eat them alive and so they are feeding on me, trying to eat away at me bit by bit til theres nothing left. It feels as if th… [more]