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You Taught Me How To Love, But Not How To Stop..."i'll love you until the time comes when we cuddle up in bed for the last time and say.... goodnight darling, i'll see you in heaven..." -- my fiance to me. ok, those that know me on here… [more]
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I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me
"goodnight Darling, I'll See You In Heaven..." -- Was It Ever Real...??"i'll love you until the time comes when we cuddle up in bed for the last time and say.... goodnight darling, i'll see you in heaven..." -- my fiance to me.ok, those that … [more] -
Sleepless Nights And Lonely Days...Hi there, the name's Kris, I have no qualms about sharing my name... I am very up front about my inner self-loathing, and I want to be as honest as I can with people who I hope can understand me a lit… [more]
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Please Believe Me....Hey everybody.... my name's Kris, I'm 28 years of age... from Newcastle, England.Looking back, I have fought against depression since I was 7 years old. My adolescence and adult life so fa… [more]
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You cant help who you love, and I don't know how to deal with it.... :(
I guess you can't help who you love can you...? I found myself walking over old memories today, quite literally. Been thinking about my ex-fiance a lot lately... been telling people (mainly family) a lot of lies, that I dont care anymore, that I could easily walk past her in the street these days. Truth being, I've dreamed of her for the past few nights... I wonder what she's doing right now, if she thinks about me. I hide it all very well, and tell people that I'd never have her back. But I dont know how much longer I can continue the pretence. Every moment I spent with her made me feel like the luckiest guy alive, there was just 'something' between us, every hug made all of my bad feelings… [more]
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An Appreciation Of Beauty...
I like the beautiful things in life.... natural beauty is what appeals to me. I was born with an appreciation of colours and pretty things, unusual for a boy I guess... but it has somewhat shaped the person I have become as an adult. I have grown to despise fakery, both physical and mental... and consider myself a fairly good judge of a sincere character, not a lot of people understand this. I see people in my day-to-day life that could be considered physically beautiful, but this can conceal a rather wicked and dark personality... so my general idea about people is to not judge by the first, physical impression. True beauty can be hidden behind the most unlikely of exteriors... this is why … [more]
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Adolescent metalhead Vs. Adult rationalist...
Ok, I need to have my say about this... whether or not you are interested depends on your musical taste I guess, or your views on celebrities' rights and culture may drive you to comment... either way, I need to vent here. My subject is one W. Axl Rose, as one fifth of Guns N' Roses, the soundtrack to my life. I am a massive lover of his music, and no matter where he performs, I would crawl through hell to watch him perform, I will be attending one such concert next month when GNR come to my hometown of Newcastle. However, my faith in him took a little bit of a blow with the news that he was pulling a no-show at the R&R hall of fame ceremony. The metalhead 90's kid in me was dreaming of a r… [more]
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Maybe....?
Ok, as promised... an update on my situation. I have been quite down lately, and have been contemplating whether life is, in fact, worth living for me these days. I think a combination of bad news and the reverse effect of my anti-depressants may have been a factor in this. But recent events have also taught me that life is too short to sit around, feeling bad and doing nothing about the very things that have made you that way in the first place, it is no way to move forwards. So I decided, that after 4 months of non-contact, to take the bull by the horns. I reached out to my ex.... I did not have her phone number, and I was blocked on Facebook. So I decided that my only other option was t… [more]
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