Male , 26-30
Feeling happy
Happiness, happiness... the greatest gift that I possess ;))

Depressive, former self-harmer, poet, songwriter, cartoonist, punk rocker.... emotional crybaby...!! all the way from Newcastle, UK...

Last Seen Jul 7, 2014
Member Since Feb 23, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little Italian
  • and a little Romani
Horoscope Gemini
Special day 6-9
Music Nirvana, Foo Fighters, Guns N' Roses, Paramore, t.A.T.u, Queen, Prince, Rihanna.
Movies Terminator 2, Insidious, Naked Gun Trilogy, Addams Family Values, Con Air, Batman (1989).
Local Time May 30th, 9:48 AM

I Had A Dream

Ok, so last night I dreamt I was in a shopping centre (one which I didn't recognise)... I was alone at a stall browsing some items, when I lift my head and see my ex-girlfriend (who I had split with 2... [more]
  • I Have a Broken Heart

    You Taught Me How To Love, But Not How To Stop... "i'll love you until the time comes when we cuddle up in bed for the last time and say.... goodnight darling, i'll see you in heaven..." -- my fiance to me. ok, those that know me on here… [more]
  • I Am Italian

    25% Italian And Proud...!! Ok, only really found out I was Italian yesterday.... lol. Basically I have come into contact with my biological father's (who I have never known, or wanted to know) side of the family. And I have fou… [more]
  • I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

    "goodnight Darling, I'll See You In Heaven..." -- Was It Ever Real...?? "i'll love you until the time comes when we cuddle up in bed for the last time and say.... goodnight darling, i'll see you in heaven..." -- my fiance to me.ok, those that … [more]
  • I Hate Myself

    Sleepless Nights And Lonely Days... Hi there, the name's Kris, I have no qualms about sharing my name... I am very up front about my inner self-loathing, and I want to be as honest as I can with people who I hope can understand me a lit… [more]
  • You cant help who you love, and I don't know how to deal with it.... :(

    Posted on: March 30th, 2012 at 5:59PM

    I guess you can't help who you love can you...? I found myself walking over old memories today, quite literally. Been thinking about my ex-fiance a lot lately... been telling people (mainly family) a lot of lies, that I dont care anymore, that I could easily walk past her in the street these days. Truth being, I've dreamed of her for the past few nights... I wonder what she's doing right now, if she thinks about me. I hide it all very well, and tell people that I'd never have her back. But I dont know how much longer I can continue the pretence. Every moment I spent with her made me feel like the luckiest guy alive, there was just 'something' between us, every hug made all of my bad feelings… [more]


  • Adolescent metalhead Vs. Adult rationalist...

    Posted on: April 15th, 2012 at 7:50PM

    Ok, I need to have my say about this... whether or not you are interested depends on your musical taste I guess, or your views on celebrities' rights and culture may drive you to comment... either way, I need to vent here. My subject is one W. Axl Rose, as one fifth of Guns N' Roses, the soundtrack to my life. I am a massive lover of his music, and no matter where he performs, I would crawl through hell to watch him perform, I will be attending one such concert next month when GNR come to my hometown of Newcastle. However, my faith in him took a little bit of a blow with the news that he was pulling a no-show at the R&R hall of fame ceremony. The metalhead 90's kid in me was dreaming of a r… [more]


  • Seperated By Miles, Joined By Heart...

    Posted on: November 21st, 2012 at 3:02PM

    I am so happy with my life these days....!! I have well and truly turned a corner when I had convinced myself that I was on a one-way straight road to self-destruction.Why...? I hear you ask...? --- I'm in love...!!! :))I have met a girl on EP, who is everything I have ever hoped for in a girl and more... all it took was a comment on a mutual experience. We got talking, and our conversations became Facebook messages, voice messages, songs and photos... we have gotten to know each other so well, and share so much in our lives. She is the one person in my life I can say genuinely understands me, who can make me smile no matter how dark my mood. She is the one that makes all the bad thoughts an… [more]


  • An Appreciation Of Beauty...

    Posted on: April 5th, 2012 at 3:35PM

    I like the beautiful things in life.... natural beauty is what appeals to me. I was born with an appreciation of colours and pretty things, unusual for a boy I guess... but it has somewhat shaped the person I have become as an adult. I have grown to despise fakery, both physical and mental... and consider myself a fairly good judge of a sincere character, not a lot of people understand this. I see people in my day-to-day life that could be considered physically beautiful, but this can conceal a rather wicked and dark personality... so my general idea about people is to not judge by the first, physical impression. True beauty can be hidden behind the most unlikely of exteriors... this is why … [more]