SarahBlake 31-35, F

I left hometown 6 months ago... And now I am back home... I saw him...my first and only love of my life...(he is married now)....I saw him...he didnt see me.... As soon as i saw him my heart just jumped...this huge jump...this strong sensation that makes me feel so weak....and then the heart seems to keep skipping bits....and I feel powerless and just leave without even saying hi to him....my love .... why.....… [more]

I was in love with him...and I still am!!  but he married someone else last year...  I am 100% sure he married her just for her finantial situation... he was my true love and I was to proud to stop him.... never told him how much I love him.... it is too late now, but it's impossible to forget him.... I feel like my heart is exploding....I am exploding...and I cant get rid of this feeling..... I meet him 2 days ago and  he said to me ``we had to get married together...but we didnt``.... I told him: ``you didnt like me that much``   He said nothing and then ``it will always be respect beetwen me and you, you really are a great woman``... And when I was about to leave he gave me thi… [more]