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I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

I'm slowly unraveling again. There's nothing I can really do but watch myself. The places I've been, the things I've tried.. one would say that I've never really tried because I'm still unwell. I have... [more]
Sassberry has shared 9 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Share 100 Things About Me

    97 Qs __Basics__ 1. Name: Not saying. Just call me Zappy :) 2. Nicknames: I don't really have one. 3. Birthday: Share it with my sister. In the next few days :) 4. Place of Bir… [more]
  • I Tried to Commit Suicede

    Long Story Short... When people look at me, they think " Oh, she's a model, she must have such a great life. " Wrong. My life hasn't been complete sunshine and rainbows, though it hasn't been complete **** … [more]
  • I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

    There Is A Reason Let's put it this way. I've almost been caught by many of my friends and family. Now, I'm on discreet mode. I don't tell anyone my real name anymore. I go under " Kingdra " - which yes, is not my real… [more]
  • I Use My Real Photos On Ep

    No Comments For Me, No Comments For You. I get personal with this. I know that I shouldn't but I do. I don't like people looking at my photos without commenting, it really bothers me. I don't like it when people beg me to comment and look at… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    How I come off
    I feel as though I come off completely annoying. I don't know why none of my questions don't get answers. I don't know why I'm being ignored until I make it apparent. I talk to people, but they don't make an effort to talk to me. See, once I talk to them, they pretty much have to talk because they want to show their friendship. Idk. maybe it's how I feel. I feel like I'm a burden to everyone. I feel like I'm just going to continue to ruin things and hurt people. … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Tonight's Episode
    So it finally begins. Yes, I feel it and I know. You're thinking, " why not cheer up if you know?" I would rather leave myself to think about things than to pack it in and force myself into some crap that isn't real. I'm tired of trying to feel happy and I'm tired of grabbing on to hope. My newest epiphany is that if it continues to happen then there is no reason why I should ignore it. If my episodes keep happening and they're just something that everyone gets used to then it's basically like saying " You're going to die in 70 years anyway, so why is dying so bad now?" Okay. Maybe that was just me talking, but it does feel like that. I feel lost. Like, I want to feel loved but when the real… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Just Tell Me
    I'm getting this feeling like people just don't like me anymore. I wished that people would just tell me why, at least if that's what it is. I mean, for those who have always been so eager to talk to me aren't talking to me anymore. I'm trying not to let my head get tied up and think that it's what it is. I'm trying to tell myself that they're just busy or they're not feeling well or not up for talking, yet I can't deny thinking that it's actually me because I know why it would be me. I shouldn't even feel bad for myself or even give myself the excuse to feel bad for myself. The thing is, if I don't know what it is, I can't change it. … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Need To Vent
    Before I do, this is mainly about someone. You know who you are, I'm not going to reveal your name and out you but I am not going to hold it back either. Since you seemingly don't want to talk to me right now, I'll put it out in my own thoughts, In a confession. I make it very clear that I don't add people to my other social media sites. There are reasons, main reason being that every time I have, **** has started. My sister found my page and I could no longer post stories or even keep stories that where private, not for the people I know in real life to see. It really bothered me, people have stalked me, people have caused and created drama on my page, saved my photos and completely used me… [more]