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Searchingformyshalom

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Shaped Posted 06/04/2013
Sometimes I wonder whether he’d love me the way he does if I wasn’t broken. And then I think that I don’t love the me that existed before I was broken. Not as much anyway. She was vain. She was... [more]
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  • Like Keeping Busy

    I Like Keeping Busy

  • Hide In My Closet

    I Hide In My Closet

  • Hate Getting My Hopes Up For Nothing

    I Hate Getting My Hopes Up For Nothing

  • Love To Walk Through Old Graveyards

    I Love To Walk Through Old Graveyards

  • Like Watching People and Life

    I Like Watching People and Life

  • Have Chronic Pain

    I Have Chronic Pain

  • Voted

    I Voted

  • Am Starting Over

    I Am Starting Over

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  • I Write Poetry

    Cruel Intentions Posted 11/7/2012
    One tiny pinprick In the center of my chest Shouldn’t be the opening For removing a vital organ But that was all you needed You cruel intentions To thread the car… [more]

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  • I Am Starting Over

    Anew Posted 1/27/2013
    So I hired a lawyer on Wednesday. What a way to be ushered into adulthood, huh? I really didn't think I would ever have to be one of those litigious Americans that sued people, but since I also droppe… [more]

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  • I Voted

    Election Day Posted 11/7/2012
    My granddaddy, a man who broke his leg one election day and still made it to the polls, would have been proud of me as I cast my first ballot. I miss him a lot today. Professor was so int… [more]

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  • I Hide In My Closet

    Cocoon Posted 12/24/2012
    Even nights when the cord Of this old electric blanket Gets caught under the closet door As she tries to keep warm in her tiny space Are better With acoustic guitar humm… [more]

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  • Day 1

    Posted on: January 27th, 2013 at 9:24PM

    While I am not generally accustomed to journaling in prose, I will attempt to do so for the purpose of recording my days in a more transparent manner should my accounts ever be needed in a way that isn't cryptic. I am tracking my thoughts over time to see if any changes occur in my cognitive ability, my use of language, or my general demeanor.Today I woke up at 5:30 with the rest of my family, had breakfast by 6:30, and got Professor, Aynsley, and Tristan out the door to work/school by 6:55. After that, I proceeded to empty the contents of my closet and reevaluate what I really need to keep.Since dropping out of college and moving back to my parents' house, it has become apparent that I own … [more]

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