Male , 26-30

Tall, dark, handsome! Big hearted. Great friend. living life as I want finally.

Last Seen Aug 20, 2014
Member Since May 29, 2010
Favorite Quote 'When I'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead, true story'
Vices Procrastination
Special day 8-4
Books Anything John Grisham has touched
Music RnB, Classical, Indie
Movies Smokin Aces, Toy Story 3, The Departed
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I Am In Love With a Fictional Character

Remy Hadley I started watching House in Season 4 when House had to whittle down his 30 fellowship candidates to 3.  13 was one of those candidates and I've had a crush ever since. I love her name 'Remy... [more]
shadoweyes has shared 16 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Fall In Love Again

    A Love Story! I met the girl I fell in love with when I was 25.  I say girl, she was a woman of 41.  I met her while out with my friends.  I was  slightly drunk (one too many Jack Daniels). &nbs… [more]
  • I Am a ___. Ask me Anything.

    I Am An Open Book. Ask Me Anything. What do you want to know about me, i'll answer any question.  Otherwise may I suggest Wikipedia!… [more]
  • I Am Just a Booty Call

    And Just Like That She Was Gone. Just had my first true booty call.  We broke up not that long ago and I haven't seen her since, but she just showed up on my doorstep on the pretense that she was just on her way home and was won… [more]
  • I Had the Worst First Date Ever

    I Fell Asleep I had asked a girl out quite out of the blue and had arranged to meet her after id finished that day.  I was absolutely shattered but really didn't want to put off the date.  We had arranged… [more]
  • Who's going to read this??

    Posted on: June 3rd, 2010 at 7:20AM

    I've tried starting a blog numerous times before and it always nds up the same way. I start with an introduction setting everything up and writing my first entry. Then I almost as quickly get bored and give up thinking who's going to read this. Well I'm trying again now and hopefully I'll see it through. I'm making a pact to myself to write an entry everyday until Monday. If i've managed to last that long I may have some hope. Usually I only start a blog when I'm feeling down, but this time I'm in a really positive mood, I'm having a great day at work and the weekend is in sight. Now when I get home things may change, my roomate always has his girlfriend over and although I've got a … [more]


  • All I Want is Closure!!!

    Posted on: June 8th, 2010 at 12:14PM

    I started writing today feeling extremely sorry for myself, I think today was a wake up call I needed. Chloe and I will never be together again in a serious nature. She made her feelings perfectly (un) clear today. She misses me but she doesn't want to be together. I can't get a straight answer, she's not with anyone, but isn't willing to give us another try, she'll sleep with me, but won't stay with me. She says she was happy with me, but obviously not happy enough. It can't just be the age thing, its such a stupid inconsequential reason to not be with someone. I'm tired of the chase on this one, it's just making me more unhappy, I could let this go if I got some closure, figured … [more]


  • What the hell happened!

    Posted on: June 6th, 2010 at 4:28PM

    I don't know whether I was too drunk last night and didn't post it correctly, or if I imagined it.   But I'm sure I wrote a blog last night. Probably better this way as it was probably ramblings of an incoherant nature.  I had a great time with Lucy yesterday, we went to have cocktails and danced, then came back and watched a repeat of Britains Got Talent (Youtube 'Spellbound Britains Got Talent' and be amazed)  Anyway we decided we weren't going out again, which was best all round I think, shes a friend and I think thats all it will ever be. I rang Mia today, which went against every fibre of my being, but I decided I'm not happy with the way things are.  I was most happy when I was with he… [more]


  • Experience Project - A True Experience

    Posted on: June 13th, 2010 at 6:54AM

    Like a lot of people on EP, I found this site by accident. My friends unsympethetic to my 'pain' and the one person who I could talk to was the source of the 'pain', so I went about looking for other people who were going through what I was going through and I found this place. I've always enjoyed writing and started numerous blogs before getting bored because noone was reading them. But here is a place where I can put all my feelings down, and not only will people read them, they understand and comment on them to. Its also provided me with probably more questions than answers about my own life, as well as opening my eyes to the fact that however bad my life may become at times, there is… [more]