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how do you run from what's inside your head?

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I Have a Broken Heart

B-r-o-k-e-n. I used to think that people who got stuck on being broken where a bunch of drama queens. UNTIL. I got my fair share of reality. He was my perfect match. But unfortunately... [more]
  • I Am Not Who They Think I Am

    Assumptions. YES! I am the girl they refer to as "Ms. Know it All spoiled Brat."And YES I belong to the popular set of students at school.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    She's a Psychopath
    First off, Let me start by saying I LOVE my mom, She's been everything that I could ever ask her to be since my dad walked out of our lives 6 years ago.But She's a psychopath! I can't stand her when she acts like this.She always have to get everything her way, or none at all.Which is OK if it's her Life, But its Mine!She makes my business her business as well.Love life, school, friends, career, etc.etc.If i don't follow her, she gives me that silent treatment crap for more than a month.And try to cause more drama in which she will portray herself as a victim.Don't I at least deserve to make decisions for myself,without her, making a big deal out of it??I am freaking 22 years old.. And she tr… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Letting it all out..
    I thought i was done with all  of this..Guess i was wrong.For years i have tried to run away from all of this.Only now that i come to realize that I can't run away from my myself.For my past will always be  a part of who I am.and  My scars will always resemble who i was.But i did try, to turn it around though. My Achievements was proof itself.But at some point those achievements was all i have...And it meant nothing when you don't have anything to share it with.Walked out on my dad's life six years ago.Because I felt like i owe to myself  to somehow feel appreciated and happy.A feeling in which he can't barely give..And i usually dream of this day,the day when i will prove to everyone, that … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    2 years?? yet nothing has changed.
    Its  been two years, TWO Long years  But why do  i feel  like it was just yesterday??I could  still  remember your  smell, like you were just near  me  all  the  time.I  could still feel your hand  holding mine  (how  your  fingers would  fill up the gaps on  my hand)And how you could instantly  turn my frown into  a  smile.As  much as i  would hate  myself for saying  this, I STILL LOVE YOU..I guess  at some point  i never  stopped doing so.But deep down I know your  happy with her now.I was so caught up in  building  a career that i was not  able to recognize that you are  longing  for  my attention as  well.And then she came..She  was there for  you  when you needed me the most.She was th… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    It all feels so surreal to me.I knew i was there, i knew it was an exam.But i just sat there, stared at the test paper and didn't even bothered to read I'm not sure how can I explain this to anyone to the point that they would be able to understand it.because I myself don't even understand what happened.It was as if, that moment i felt blank.And everything seemed to disappear in my mind.And now, I go from being one of the top students, to a failure.I have never felt so helpless and ashamed of myself until this very day. :(… [more]
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    Posted on: September 10th, 2012 at 9:32AM… [more]


  • about to start a new journey.. BLINDFOLDED

    Posted on: April 12th, 2013 at 9:31PM

    Woke up really early this morning.And  as  soon as  i got up from my bed, i noticed how empty my  apartment  was.Everything was packed, and i can't help but  wonder,  if i can  still keep  up  with this charade  a lot longer.I guess i haven't been  totally honest with anyone, including myself.The thing is, I've been in this  city  for  what  seems  like forever. And  I  love  being  here, but  i can't just jeopardize my future.Career wise, i would be so much better 300 km away from here.But the agony  of leaving this  people who  i basically grew  up with were  too  much to take consideration  for. The things  is, i'm scared.. I've always  been scared of the unknown..… [more]