Female , 18-21

Last Seen Mar 12, 2013
Member Since Nov 22, 2011
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  • a little Polish
  • and a little German
  • and a little Argentinian
  • and a little Native American (Cherokee)
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Taurus
Special day 4-28
Books To many to count
Music Shinedown, avenged sevenfold, porcupine tree, black feild, Opeth, three days grace, three doors down, Ozzy, Kelly clarkson (yes shut up) apoclyptica, nickleback/
Movies Alien 1-4, 28 days later, breakfeast club, howls moveing castle, spirited away, Naskia and the valley of the wind, pitch black,
Local Time May 22nd, 10:29 AM

I Fear Rejection

Sometimes It Controls Me I have such a fear of rejection that its hard for me to put myself out there to make my life better, i rember i got a call back for a job and it took me 20 minutes for me to call them back becasue i... [more]
Silent20 has shared 51 Mature Experiences
  • I Was Once Infatuated With Someone

    A Letter To My Grade School Crush Dear crush, i liked you since we met in 5th grade. i never had the courage to tell you till we where in high school. i always found you funny and cute but we never really talked. i was fi… [more]
  • I Am Bored With Life and Unfullfilled

    I Dont Know What To Do With My Life I want to do something amazeing with my life. but i dont know what to do. i dont think i can make any real change even though i want to. my life is just a seris of repetative days and moments. everyth… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    I Failed Mt College Class I just found out i failed my photo class. thats my major so i need it. i need some encourgeing words right now.......… [more]
  • I Want to Make My Parents Feel Proud

    I Do I want to make them proud. i want to better myself so they will feel better. but when i fail at it i cant bear to tell them becasue i hate the looks they give me when i do. i dont beleive them when th… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Im failing
    Im failing in college. my finacial aid is screwed up and i cant keep up with my classes. my parents asume im doing fine but everyday it gets worse. i got a warning from the school about my lack of progress and the class for my major is so expensive that i cant do many of the projects. i dont know what to do… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Im cold and my building refuses to turn the heat on!… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    mom and dad
    I failed 2 of my college classes and i dont know how to tell you. i cant register for new classes till i pay for them but i start next week and i dont know how to tell you. im afried thet youll be ashamed of me. im trying to fix it but i dont know if it will work. i want to say im sorry and i hope you can forgive me for disapointing you like i am.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    my roommate
    I sometimes stay up ridiculusly late with the light on to get back at her trying to sleep for being loud and obnoxious when im trying to sleep.… [more]