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Female , 18-21
Feeling excited
Getting life straightend out, got engaged to the most amaizng man ever!!

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Last Seen Aug 6
Member Since Jul 01, 2012
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  • a little American
  • and a little Dutch
  • and a little French
  • and a little German
  • and a little Hungarian
  • and a little Indian
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little Polish
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Horoscope Cancer
Special day 7-2
Books Anything with crime/mystery
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Local Time September 15th, 1:11 AM

I Am Sorry

I Guess We Had Only One Chance.... I know we ended badly.. It was my fault..But now that im ready to start over with you, you already have someone else..You got tired of waiting. I told you from the start, waiting for me is useless... [more]
SilentlyLost has shared 170 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Scar

    Lucia And Me. One day i was babysitting my three year old cousin Lucia. We were laying on the couch watching barbie princess, and i was holding her in my arms. Lucia:Han-han, what are these?*points at my wri… [more]
  • I Want to Share My Story of My Life Right Now

    Blade=best Friend Part Two Hello again:) Alright, so i left off at my sophomore year. Yeah, i was still called those names, which didnt help my self harming at all. I stopped for a while though. It was hard, but a freshmen name… [more]
  • I Want to Share My Story of My Life Right Now

    Blade=best Friend Hello to you reading this:) Thanks for taking the time to do so:) Well, i dont really know where to start, but the beginning sounds like a good place. My names Hannah, and im 16. Ive been self harming… [more]
  • I Received A Life Changing Experience

    A Note From You So today, well more like yesturday, its 1:30am now.. Anyways, i was at my ex boyfriends grave site with his brother Danny. We were there, and after a few.minutes, Danny reaches into his pocket and pul… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Does Anyone Hear Me?
    AAAAAHHHH!!!!!! YOU DONT HEAR ME!!! Im standing here, in front of all of you just beggingfor someone to reach out and tell me its going to be okay! That im not a mistake, that im here for a reason that had yet o be learned. Tell me im going to be okay, that all this will get better! Show me that im beautiful, that i can look into the mirror and see Me. Remove these scars that cover my right half, take them away and dont ever let me receive anymore! YOU DONT SEE ME!!! No matter how hard i try, no matter what i do, none of you see me! Ive been here for so long, and yet you havent noticed me once! Tell me my memories will fade, theyll go away and never haunt me again! Tell me my eyes wont tear … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Internet
    I have a love hate relationship with it. But right now, im torn. I love it. You have the real world, and than the web world. The web world is my escape from the real word, my comfort. Well, now i hate it too. People say you can show your true self on the web. But i tend to hide myself more. The worry of judgement, false likeing, criticism, etc. But the best part is this....I can cry, scream, curse, do anything. And the person i talk to doesnt have a clue. I can say im happy, everythings fine, laugh and joke around, send smiles.. You would never even know that right now ive lost my best friend, ive lost the love of my life, and ive lost everything ive ever had. Youd never know im sitting here… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Ep crush...
    Yes, i have an Ep crush. Wow take it easy, stay in your chair and breathe. Anyways, yes, i do. Hes funny, kind, caring, compassionate, loving....So many things i could say, but it would never be enough to explain him. Hes one of a kind, thats for sure. I miss him alot too.. I thought before it was just thoughts going through my head when i first met him, thoughts, not feelings. Well, than i realied they were feelings, and it scared me. So, i didnt talk to him as much... I missed him, and not talking to him made me miss him more. Than, as time went on, i opened up to him. Which is hard to do since i dont trust people much. We talked from the time we woke up, till i had to leave for school, an… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    That moment when....
    You feel your heart ache but cant quite figure out why. And than it hits you that your best friend just left, and.youll never see them again.....And your left with the memories, the pictures, the words you wish you had said, the things you wish you had done..The what ifs and the guilt that you didnt do enough......Yeah..Thats what im startin feel.....… [more]