Silverblackness 22-25, F
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I Dreamt Of You Again Last NightI keep dreaming of you, it feels so emotional each time but i feel so happy in the dream as its the only time i get to see you. I wish you you woud speak to me again. I wonder if your mum gave yo… [more]
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Fed Up And SadI am lonely. i have a small circle of friends but sometimes they are busy with there own lives. I sometimes feel that people use me. I hate being used for company when there is nothing better to … [more]
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Feeling InvadedI feel so violated. As things have been a bit wrong between us lately we decided to go 4 a meal and cinema tonight while the kids are away at there dads anyway it was not good he was moaning a lot abo… [more]
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Wow there are some judgemental people on hereI ask a innocent question in the questions section: I am 25 years old my sons are going to their dads place tommorow i am childfree for the evening how should i spend my free time?Straight away i get attacked by two different people and told to 'keep my legs shut'Apparently i have to clarify in my question that my children have the same father to avoid people attacking me and for them to actually answer the question.… [more]
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Best friend or METhings have been al over the place the last few days. i went to the cinema on thursday night and saw the last exorcist was good. i went with the ex which may sound strange but we are still friends as we have too go on holiday together in a few weeks as want to stay friends anway. and we had a long talk we agreed to give it another go and he would not try and stop me seeing my best friend. He split up with me last week as he hates her because she has slept with a few people, in my defense i dont think thats a reason not to be friends with someone who is otherwise a loyal friend. Anyway i said i would comprimise to go out once a month only in the evening. So anyway he was working friday night … [more]
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Privacy invaded
I feel so violated. As things have been a bit wrong between us lately we decided to go 4 a meal and cinema tonight while the kids are away at there day anyway it was not good he was moaning a lot about things being differenti said we need ti take time o enjoy eachotherscompany again and just have fun. so we watched the film and was good. we left and went home. Except i caught him reading my diary :( i may sound like im over reacting but he has been trying to control so much of my life and when i caught him doing that i snapped i felt violated and sick. Like he was reading my most private thoughts. itold him to give me the key and just go. he doesnt see what hes done wrong maybe i have over … [more]
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Feeling great today
Today has felt quite positve for me so far. Considering i was woken at 7am. I don't know just feel okay. I was a bit worried about a lump i had in my breast but have been to see someone and they said its nothing to worry about. Plus have been planning a holiday for next summer and am really looking forward to that im going to do it for my 25th :) … [more]
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Slightly Stessful
Im just not having a good few days. Went into my massage course today i have tons off coursework to do :( EEEK at least i got my holiday in 3 weeks :)… [more]
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confused
Today was a strange day we were meant to sit downand discuss things earlier but people came along so we couldn't. hes coming round in a bit so we are gunna finally talk the last few days have been pretty hectic so havnt had a chance. I feel so confused aboit my feelings and i can't do anything. I cant change who i am for another person. :( … [more]
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Location
UK
Member
Since Mar 07, 2010
Occupation
student complementary therapy
Horoscope
Virgo
Books
real life and dark fantasy
Movies
horror
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