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Your First Anime? Other Than Pokemon :) Posted 03/08/2012
I remember my first anime, it just happened to be yuri. Strawberry Panic, I freaking loved that series. It got me addicted. After that I later enjoyed animes such as Blue Drop, Elfen Lied (where I... [more]
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    My Haiku Collection, wrote them myself! Enjoy:)
        Morning sand between my toes        throwing  all the stars back             into a different sky                   Handfuls from the lotus pond               My simple goldfish                      Is content                    Young Summer afternoon           Breathing  in the sweetness                 Of our paper flowers                                   Beneath the grassy grave                       My butterfly                     Lost  her wings                                                      Among the dusty corner                  The aged globe lingers                     A foreign language                                                        After Summer Rain        … [more]

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    I left Q&A for Confessions
    Idk why, I feel kinda guilty..but for now Confessions just has a nice secure bubble like feeling to it...I will be booked at the Hotel Confessional tonite...and I want my towels made into bunnies so I can sleep with them...just like that starry old lewdie who's getting stalked..*yawns*… [more]

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    I hate it
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    Where I shoud have been born..
    Always wanted to visit Japan, I am just naturally drawn to there. But now I have done things to myself that may cause me to never visit there, or at least to never enjoy it. Wow I really screwed myself. My regrets are messing up all my dreams! FMS. **** my self. Because my life ain't the problem, I am.… [more]

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  • Using my own blood to make art.

    Posted on: April 2nd, 2012 at 2:18PM

    Well, I cut my wrists again today with my lucky piece of glass ( I have to be really careful with it because it is so sharp that one stroke too hard can cause a wound inches wide) and I had this strange urge to make art out of it. There was enough blood to do a splatter type piece, although half the blood dryed up before I could really get into it. I kinda scared myself cuz I liked it so much that I wanted to keep cutting and cutting and cutting, I wanted more blood to get on the paper...a lot more. It gave me a lot of relief, I'm scared I will do it again and again to the point where my whole arm will be hacked off. I just liked it way too much, *sigh*. I know this is not normal..but who ca… [more]

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  • I just want my family to love me.

    Posted on: April 2nd, 2012 at 6:25PM

    Mainly my relatives, idk why but I don't care as much what my immediate family thinks of me. I wish my cousins would call me and ask to hang out with me, even if I can't , I would still appreciate the gesture. I am home alone all the time, so I think of them always, probably a little TOO much, while they probably never think of me and obviously they are just fine and dandy without me. I want to be wanted , I need to be needed. But the fact is that I'm just not, and that only adds to my suffering. I want them to call me or text me and say "Cate, I love you, I miss you so damn much, will you please hang out with me, I need you, you are my cousin, I just have to see you" I want them to ask me a… [more]

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  • Might not be here for a while

    Posted on: March 26th, 2012 at 7:56PM

    Im going to the "Doctor" in a day or two (Wednesday) because they want to check up on me. based on my history, this "check-up" could land me back in the psych ward easily...very easily. I'm almost positive it will not go well. One wrong word from their mouths and I go off sobbing. So I'm just letting you all know that I could be gone for up to 2 weeks, maybe even more. I'll try to get back on here to slip in a quick activity but they don't allow cell phones never mind IPads in the ward. I'm sure all my buds will be perfectly fine without me, I don't do much anyways. So please have fun in my absence guys. Leave me lots of messages and fun stuff, posts and what not to come back to if youd like… [more]

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