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Female , 18-21

I live in new England. I have been through the ringer and I'm not yet out. Also I am very strange sometimes so bare with me. My real name is Catherine( dont give out surname) so you can call me Cate, or Skip as short for my user name. I'm a good human being on the inside. And even though I'm on the edge, don't be scared to talk to me. I still have some empathy left in me for Your problems too. I love films, cats, humor, and making Other people happy even though I can't be. If you share my interests, I'd love to chat. ;)

Last Seen Jul 28, 2012
Member Since Mar 06, 2012
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Heritage
  • a little Swedish
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little Italian
Vices
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Pisces
Special day 3-11
Books Night, The Great Gatsby, Lord of the Flies,
Music
Movies Beauty and the Beast, Schindler's List, A Clockwork Orange, Lost and Delirous, Brokeback Mountain, The Hurt Locker, Spirited Away, Empire of the Sun, Duma, Howl's Moving Castle, Titanic, Half Nelson
Local Time December 22nd, 9:57 AM

I Like Anime

Your First Anime? Other Than Pokemon :) I remember my first anime, it just happened to be yuri. Strawberry Panic, I freaking loved that series. It got me addicted. After that I later enjoyed animes such as Blue Drop, Elfen Lied (where I... [more]
SkippingTheGoldenYears has shared 16 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Been to a Mental Hospital

    My Real Personal Experience Of Being In A Mental Hosp./psych Ward! So this is my REAL experience of being in the psych ward/ mental institution five times in my 18th year of life. I have quite a few issues, and as my username states, I have indeed unfortunately misse… [more]
  • I Miss My Cousin

    I Miss My Cousins Way Too Much :( I mostly miss two of my cousins. One is a boy on my moms side and the other is a girl on my dads side. The boy is less than a year younger than me and the girl is less than a year older than me. I hav… [more]
  • I Want to Commit Suicide

    I Don't Think There Is Any Other Option Ive already written about this, but I am losing hope for a miracle. I just made the finishing touches on my "suicide box" or goodbye capsule if you will, today. Letters to my family members, every la… [more]
  • I Always Wanted a Big Brother

    Someone To Protect Me Always Always wanted an older brother. I look back at highschool and see that all the girls who had one, never got picked on. I wanted someone to guide me, protect me, stand up for me, love me. I want… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    My Haiku Collection, wrote them myself! Enjoy:)
        Morning sand between my toes        throwing  all the stars back             into a different sky                   Handfuls from the lotus pond               My simple goldfish                      Is content                    Young Summer afternoon           Breathing  in the sweetness                 Of our paper flowers                                   Beneath the grassy grave                       My butterfly                     Lost  her wings                                                      Among the dusty corner                  The aged globe lingers                     A foreign language                                                        After Summer Rain        … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I left Q&A for Confessions
    Idk why, I feel kinda guilty..but for now Confessions just has a nice secure bubble like feeling to it...I will be booked at the Hotel Confessional tonite...and I want my towels made into bunnies so I can sleep with them...just like that starry old lewdie who's getting stalked..*yawns*… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I hate it
    When people's confessions don't allow comments....that is all… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Where I shoud have been born..
    Always wanted to visit Japan, I am just naturally drawn to there. But now I have done things to myself that may cause me to never visit there, or at least to never enjoy it. Wow I really screwed myself. My regrets are messing up all my dreams! FMS. **** my self. Because my life ain't the problem, I am.… [more]
  • I just want my family to love me.

    Posted on: April 2nd, 2012 at 6:25PM

    Mainly my relatives, idk why but I don't care as much what my immediate family thinks of me. I wish my cousins would call me and ask to hang out with me, even if I can't , I would still appreciate the gesture. I am home alone all the time, so I think of them always, probably a little TOO much, while they probably never think of me and obviously they are just fine and dandy without me. I want to be wanted , I need to be needed. But the fact is that I'm just not, and that only adds to my suffering. I want them to call me or text me and say "Cate, I love you, I miss you so damn much, will you please hang out with me, I need you, you are my cousin, I just have to see you" I want them to ask me a… [more]

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  • Using my own blood to make art.

    Posted on: April 2nd, 2012 at 2:18PM

    Well, I cut my wrists again today with my lucky piece of glass ( I have to be really careful with it because it is so sharp that one stroke too hard can cause a wound inches wide) and I had this strange urge to make art out of it. There was enough blood to do a splatter type piece, although half the blood dryed up before I could really get into it. I kinda scared myself cuz I liked it so much that I wanted to keep cutting and cutting and cutting, I wanted more blood to get on the paper...a lot more. It gave me a lot of relief, I'm scared I will do it again and again to the point where my whole arm will be hacked off. I just liked it way too much, *sigh*. I know this is not normal..but who ca… [more]

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  • Might not be here for a while

    Posted on: March 26th, 2012 at 7:56PM

    Im going to the "Doctor" in a day or two (Wednesday) because they want to check up on me. based on my history, this "check-up" could land me back in the psych ward easily...very easily. I'm almost positive it will not go well. One wrong word from their mouths and I go off sobbing. So I'm just letting you all know that I could be gone for up to 2 weeks, maybe even more. I'll try to get back on here to slip in a quick activity but they don't allow cell phones never mind IPads in the ward. I'm sure all my buds will be perfectly fine without me, I don't do much anyways. So please have fun in my absence guys. Leave me lots of messages and fun stuff, posts and what not to come back to if youd like… [more]

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