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Female , 41-45

42 and really having a hard time in my little life,just found out that I have the scary virus! The hand I hold is different now,and I have to play this hand I'm dealt, I'm very scared about what lays in front of me.

Last Seen Aug 29, 2012
Member Since Aug 17, 2009
Favorite Quote WHAT THE FUCK!
Heritage
  • 100% American
Vices i-pod - books, alot of pot,writing, my blog on EP, laughing with my beauiful daughter!
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 5-28
Books a lot
Music rock-roll baby
Movies alot
Local Time July 29th, 2:00 PM

I Battle Depression

Went In My Dad's Room Today And Begain Cleaning His Blood Up And Brain Matter- Feel him watching me from the otherside. I feel close to him now. He is being my daddy! I feel him all around me making me feel wanted and important to him.. I cleaned his room.i smell death The... [more]
skybleeds has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Am Lonely

    Oh Mighty God!      NO  normal man wants to touch me! OH please can I go back to my old life?  I will never get to feel  a normal man in side of me again sweet lord!  This … [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    I Sit In My Sister's Repo House All By Myself With No body! I've push everyone that I love alway from me. Here I sit feeling like a outsider, that I'm not a human anymore! I feel the HIV infection has taken my body mind and soul over  No m… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    Still Waiting To Start My New Life I  SIT IN THIS LITTLE ROOM, EVERYDAY, THINKING OH OH OH OH PLEASE, WHY, CAN'T I BE A REAL PERSON? WHAT AM I WAITING FOR, I KEEP TELLING MYSELF EVERYNIGHT, WHEN MY TV IS OFF, AND I AM ALL … [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    I Am A Dam Fool! Today I got off my bed and took a shower got dressed put my cell phone in my hands got in my car and put my cell up to my ear and talked to myself on the way to 7-11 jump out of my suv and still ta… [more]