smallG 41-45, M

I do not care if people know that I am in touch with my feminine side.  I like clothes and shoe shopping, both for me or to help my wife or female friends.  I particularily like helping my cousin shop for ladies shoes because she is not afraid to spend a few bucks on nice footwear.   I like reading decorating magazines and even mags like Cosmo or Vanity Fair.  I like to set a nice, elegant table for entertaining and to prepare dainty little appetizers for a party.  I very much enjoy reading Harlequin Romance novels and watching sappy movies on Lifetime.  I have a strong masculine side as well but I think the feminine side is important too.  I'm not afraid to cry.  And I'm okay with everyone … [more]

I have done some things in my past that I am ashamed of.  I do not even know if I want to put them out there on EP.  Will it be a cathartic experience or will I just be inviting judgement?  Will my current EP friends think less of me?  Will they block me?  There are a few who I would be hurt to lose.  I realize we all go through life on our own path and use our (sometimes poor) judgement along the way, but aren't we all judged by our past.  That isn't who I am anymore but I still worry about it.  Just not sure.… [more]