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TBlank20 said

I Hate My Dad

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Reoccuring Nightmare

Usually, at least a few times a month, I have these dreams, and they are all the same: running away from home and dad.
I always hug my brother and tell him goodbye, and leave through the window in the middle of the night. I can hear...

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Written on December 2nd, 2012
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heavenslilangl14 said

I Write Poetry

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My Feelings Right Now

EVEN THOUGH
when the world falls out from under your body and everything you believed to be true is a lie,
when you thought your feet were safely planted on the ground but you look down and see the sky.
when you think that you are safe...

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sweetdd said

I Want A Real Friend To Connect With

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I Am Lonely

I need real friends i am tired of pretenders, or people who don't intend to be your friend but just want to use you.

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missnicething said

I Suffer From Maladaptive Daydreaming

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I Hate It And I Love It At The Same Time

hay guys before i start i should say that my english and my writening is bad but i will try my best,
i dont know when the day dreaming started maybe around 8 but it wasnt notting to serious.but when was around 13 i day dreamed more...

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xj287 said

I Dont Fit In

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Not Looking Forward To The Holidays!

My family used to be realy close, but over the years we have all grown apart. Its seems like there were a few key people that kept us together as a family and as they've passed away it seems like the rest of the family slips farther...

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Shayisboss said

I Experienced Racism

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It's Gonna End

OK. What is it with America's violence? Why does everyone feel the need to kill? The past is the past. Yes there has been injustice towards African American people but that was so long ago. When are people going to just shut up and...

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Whatevernevermind1797 said

I Hate My Friends

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I Hate Them! Their So Mean!

My best friend is so mean to me. She never has ANYTHING nice to say to me, ever. It's always, your fat, ugly, lazy, weird, stupid, a pussy. I never say anything like that to her. She just thinks she can walk all over me! I'm quiet and...

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MorningBreeze said

I Try Not to Judge

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Perspective

My room mate wished to introduce me to a family he has been helping out for a few years. He drove them around from place to place. He bought them food, clothes, listened to their problems and taught them a better way to do things.
When...

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CountryAngel69 said

I Want to Be Understood

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Thats All

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Happydays002 said

I Need Advice

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Confused

This story is gunna be kind of confusing if I don't use names so I'm just gunna use pretend names cuz I don't wanna use the real names. I have been with my boyfriend bob for almost a year and a half and we've known each other since we...

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CountryAngel69 said

I Think I Am Unlovable

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Very

I think I am very unlovable. Its one of the worst feelings to have, but I know this feeling all too well.

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Written on December 2nd, 2012
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ALifeLost said

I Have Vulvar Lichen Sclerosus

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Can You Miss What You Never Had?

I am 20 years old (female), I was diagnosed with vulvar and anal lichen sclerosis when I was 7...I have Lupus so that might explain it. Now that I'm an adult I want to start dating but I have a serious dilemma, I can't have sex! I have...

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ladysypit said

I Feel Too Deeply And Want Too Much

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I Want To Be Spock

I experience emotion very deeply. My feelings are hurt, at times, by what others would consider a teasing verbal jab. I am forced to keep this to myself, or hear the words, "Toughin' up, it was just a joke."
I do not believe I want to...

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happygirl37 said

I Love Evil, Disturbing,dark, Gorey Things

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Frightened And Helpless

Basically I would never commit a violent act towards anyone whatsoever, its just I become aroused when I see deaths on TV and Film; mostly orientated towards women. Though I love women and would never seek to do anything of the sort. I...

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SheWillBeLoved21 said

I Have a Crush

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Kevin &I

On September 5th 2011, I woke up to nerves. I was going to start my first day of Middle School. I walked into a large cafeteria filled of new students assorted by class. While walking to my table there he was.We were placed in the same...

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SyncTempst said

I Hate My Dad

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What Would You Do? I'm 17 By The Way.

I wouldn't exactly say I hate my dad, but I don't see him as a fatherly figure. I used to wish for a father-son relationship with him, but that just seems unreachable now. We never talk. Whenever we see each other in the hallway, we...

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Written on December 2nd, 2012
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