sofican 61-65, F
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I'm An Old Lady Now....... I find my grandson to be far smarter than I am, he's 11 , almost 12 and getting ready to go into Jr High, he's cool". Don't write things bout me" he says. So, he remains secret to all but to a… [more]
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I Use Marijuana to Treat Bipolar Symptoms
The Enemy Is MeI fight daily with myself ,some days more than others. Just being human is in itself a hassle but to top it off I have Bi Polor Disorder and this is who I wake up to every morning. It's daunting.My mi… [more] -
MY GURU WAS A DRUNKI lived in Santa Monica,a block from the cliff over looking the ocean pacific. It was 3 in the morning. I had been meditating a couple of hours and sat quietly on a bench thinking I would just st… [more]
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My Gifts Of The Spirit.....Now that I'm 65 I look at what wisdom I have that I didn't and how it came to me. Experiences have taught me tons of things but certain things seem to have come to me as gifts of The Spirit, gifts of … [more]
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THE DEVIL IS HERE WITH HIS CONFESSION'SHere on EP a man are someone posing to be a man , and I hate like hell to belittle the majority of men , with whatever problems they may have, most men would want to strangle someone who posed as them to become an out and out devil and not the slightest give a damn what the EP er's would ever want to see happen to our on line experience on EP. I can only hope that MORANIC kids cooked up a confession of a young man who contracted STD through rape. I was very moved by his confession yet out of nowhere this creature comes like only a devil can come ..out on EP ,on line and for this I regret as this confession was seemingly real and the young man very real. If you are aware of the confession … [more]
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Have you noticed how releiving it is to let go of someone or something that makes you miserable?I am letting go of alot of anger and frustration that has been building up. It's like throwing away garbage that you don't need anymore. It is a wonderful feeling to let it all go. Even when I address the issues at hand as I go along it still will lie around until I stop to think about how I don't need to think about it anymore and then I notice , I have this garbage and it has no more purpose in my life and the garage itself will become an issue . This is a process and it I must deal with this process which sometimes takes time and can't be hurried in some cases. I am finished with it and that's that. sofican… [more]
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On my Death Bed
What a sight to see my dying day a smile upon my face, with pretty frills and daphadiles, with a casket draped in lace, with rosey cheeks and ruby lips and shadow for my eyes, while all my friends pass the peep and whine with little cries. I think I'd rather burn instead so all my friends won't see , a made up body in a bed , that does not look like me.… [more]
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I LOVE WORDS
Words are wonderful. They are our tools for communication and should be treated with the upmost respect as words allow us to express ourselves in ways that expands our minds and satisfy our unlimited imaginations. We are able to say more regarding a subject and they have the ability to inspire others to think and feel more creatively. They can be used like a puzzle or arranged in ways where they can be made to say many different things depending on how they fit into any particular alienment.or order. They can be thought to be used as an artform. With their power we are able to receive the greatest satisfaction in communication. I adore finding new ways to expand my world with new word… [more]
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Every day is about something new in my process of growing up as I grow older
Today I am trashing stuff that is no longer an issue for me. All my anger and frustrations are being recognized and aknowleged for what is was and I realize that by my trashing it I am letting it all go. I am about to begin a new process and I have a clean slate now,new energy to give someone and this puts a smile on my face. I still need some time for recovery however it is good as I don't sleep to escaape the issues. I have thrown the trash out and now I'm going to take a shower and take time out for rest as it's been so difficult and draining and I've faced it with all the gusto I had in me. sofican… [more]
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The court system is a JOKE!!!!!
The court system is a joke and made a victim out of all involved in our case. No one ever feels satisfied . The deadbeat Dad is using te court s as a weapon to avoid paying. My daughter and everyone agrees he is paying someone off because it has been almost three years and not a dime he pays except for his team of Lawers . My daughter is almost homeless with my grandchild and he has a medical practice and has money. No consiquences to his actions, the system creates more victims than the criminals. We need a complete overhaul of the systems that make victims out of us all and let these creeps run free.I think it's the most evil system there is for us, please respond with your opinion or giv… [more]
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