Female , 61-65


Last Seen Mar 28
Member Since May 22, 2010
Favorite Quote We don\'t know what we don\'t know we dont know
Vices smoking
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Leo
Special day
Books The Bible, the Meaning of Suffering and Dorothy Parkers Poetry
Music james Taylor and Linda Ronstad
Movies Got Mail!
Local Time May 22nd, 9:38 PM

I Tell It Like It Is

I Have Something to say Predictions are predictable and highly likely , they are yet still a mystery because they are things that will take place in the future. Not to say the world won't began to swim out of control in... [more]
sofican has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Smoke Marijuana

    I'm An Old Lady Now...... . I find my grandson to be far smarter than I am, he's 11 , almost 12 and getting ready to go into Jr High, he's cool". Don't write things bout me"  he says. So, he remains secret to all but to a… [more]
  • I Had An Epiphany

    MY GURU WAS A DRUNK I lived in Santa Monica,a block from the cliff over looking the ocean pacific. It was 3 in the morning. I had been meditating a couple of hours and sat quietly on a bench thinking I would just st… [more]
  • I Use Marijuana to Treat Bipolar Symptoms

    The Enemy Is Me I fight daily with myself ,some days more than others. Just being human is in itself a hassle but to top it off I have Bi Polor Disorder and this is who I wake up to every morning. It's daunting.My mi… [more]
  • I Had An Epiphany

    My Gifts Of The Spirit..... Now that I'm 65 I look at what wisdom I have that I didn't and how it came to me. Experiences have taught me tons of things but certain things seem to have come to me as gifts of The Spirit, gifts of … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Have you noticed how releiving it is to let go of someone or something that makes you miserable?
    I am letting go of alot of anger and frustration that has been building up. It's like throwing away garbage that you don't need anymore. It is a wonderful feeling to let it all go. Even when I address the issues at hand as I go along it still will lie around until I stop to think about how I don't need to think about it anymore and then I notice , I have this garbage and it has no more purpose in my life and the garage itself will become an issue . This is a process and it I must deal with this process which sometimes takes time and can't be hurried in some cases. I am finished with it and that's that. sofican… [more]
  • On my Death Bed

    Posted on: August 3rd, 2010 at 4:23PM

    What a sight to see my dying day a smile upon my face, with pretty frills and daphadiles, with a casket draped in lace, with rosey cheeks and ruby lips and shadow for my eyes, while all my friends pass the peep and whine with little cries. I think I'd rather burn instead so all my friends won't see , a made up body in a bed , that does not look like me.… [more]



    Posted on: July 4th, 2010 at 7:35PM

    Words are wonderful. They are our tools for communication and should be treated with the upmost respect as words allow us to express ourselves in ways that expands our minds and satisfy our unlimited imaginations. We are able to say more regarding a subject and they have the ability to inspire others to think and feel more creatively. They can be used like a puzzle or arranged in ways where they can be made to say many different things depending on how they fit into any particular alienment.or order. They can be thought to be used as an artform. With their power we are able to receive the greatest satisfaction in communication. I adore finding new ways to expand my world with new word… [more]


  • Every day is about something new in my process of growing up as I grow older

    Posted on: June 28th, 2010 at 4:55PM

    Today I am trashing stuff that is no longer an issue for me. All my anger and frustrations are being recognized and aknowleged for what is was and I realize that by my trashing it I am letting it all go. I am about to begin a new process and I have a clean slate now,new energy to give someone and this puts a smile on my face. I still need some time for recovery however it is good as I don't sleep to escaape the issues. I have thrown the trash out and now I'm going to take a shower and take time out for rest as it's been so difficult and draining and I've faced it with all the gusto I had in me. sofican… [more]


  • Realistic Goal's and Expectation's @ Visualization's

    Posted on: June 18th, 2013 at 12:00PM

    My Goals aren't always in line with my situation. I say "I want to quit" but just recently I noticed I am saying "I want to be a non-smoker, I want to be free of it!" I do hope this is the silver lining and I will take the necessary steps to insure my being a non smoker when it comes time to do so. It is nearly time but nearly can be a broad word , your nearly there, but never get there? Adding visualization is a wonderful thing as it opens up a new world, a new reality. I see my room in this quaint little house, clean and just perfect for a new life, the life I am meant to live!!.    In order that this happen I must quit smoking, Getting in alignment isn't always a snap , to get it , it tak… [more]