Male , 18-21
Feeling sad
I can honestly say that I know no one in my life that showed any love to me.

Last Seen Apr 7
Member Since Oct 28, 2012
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I Am Lonely

I Don't Know I feel that throughout all my life I've been used, hated, and pushed away from. It all starts from when I was finishing the second grade. After I finished the approximate amount of days and meet all... [more]
  • I Want a Girlfriend

    For Me I don't just want a girlfriend, I think I need a girlfriend. Recently I was taken away to a suicide ward (my story is in my profile titled I Don't Know and Aftermath). Looking over I've exhausted ever… [more]
  • I Want Someone to Love Me As Who I Am

    I'M Not Sure Up till now I was or probably still am not sure if I really want or need a girlfriend. The reason why I am saying this now is because I am a studious character who focuses more on my education and the… [more]
  • I Need A Girl To Talk To

    I Need Someone Due to my depression I have exhausted all resources that can I believe could benefit me. Now I am even more alone than I was before cops to me to a suicide ward. I believe I need someone to talk to, l… [more]
  • I Need to Feel Desired

    I Want Recently I was sent to a suicide ward. The story of why I was sent can be read in my profile titled "I Don't Know" and "Aftermath". Everyone around me treats me like some malignant tumor. Just there t… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Alright I feel like I've been screwed over. In December I was taken away to a suicide ward for one day because of an e-mail I posted to my principal about my depression and how I'm being condescended by this smart-*** and accidentally marked my name in it and the next night, near midnight, two cops knock on my front door and tell my parents about my e-mail, so I packed my things and was taken to the ward for one day. Here's the catch though I asked my principal not to get  involved or anyone else involved in my depression. My parents even got billed for thousands of dollars for the ambulance that took me away, an ambulance which was not called by us nor given any notice of so my depression w… [more]
  • School Confessions

    The Horror
    I am...afraid. I'm afraid of what my future may bring to me. I worry that I won't get into a school I want and my parents say they help me but all they do is put more weight on my shoulders and they can't see that. They do so by telling me I can't get into an elite school like an Ivy League and say my grades aren't good enough. People at my school condescend me for my grades and won't stop and I can't say anything back because I don't know what to say and am afraid to say anything at all. All I want to make them all sorry to treating me like that and become a surgeon.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    From Bad to Worse to Even Worse
    It's been almost two months since I was sent to a suicidal ward. You can read about my story in the article titles I Don't Know that's featured on my account. However, my situation has only gotten worse. My sisters mocks me for going to the ward, and says it was my decision to go, even though cops took me there without my consent. My parents use me as a liability to win arguments such as, "This is why he was taken away" or some variation of that statement. My father changed my room to look "less depressing" and it just tore me apart. At school I am nervous at lunch time because now I have no where to sit and just wander around campus looking like that awkward kid and just wait until there ar… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Bullies made me hate myslef
    Title says it all. Been a victim for all my years in and out of school. Whenever I do speak up or tell my paretns or teachers only one of two things happen to the bullies: 1. nothing, 2. they win and or get rewarded. Even girls make fun of me for not having a girlfirend and say they would feel sorry for anyone who would be. Why? I never insult anyone, I mind my own business, earn good grades, work hard, not overweight, and I never abuse anyone! Am I an idiot for being a nice guy? Do girls just hate guys like me? Will anyone show any compassion towards me?… [more]