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i started to glow. and it felt just like pulled out by the tide

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I Walk Around In A Daze

And why not? I wander around, looking slightly distant, letting feelings pass over. Most of the time it is a depressive daze, though hopefully that will eventually change. But, hey, I hang around... [more]
  • I Am a Loner

    I'm a weird kind of loner. I've managed to create a persona at school, in which I am a totally indifferent, closed off loner, who speaks only when I know it will be both really funny and ambivalent ab… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    Don'T Like How Pathetic This Sounds As a kid, I acted like a disconnected jokster, but I was actually really in deep need of a friend. Near the end of middle school, depression (which had been steadilly eating away at my stability for a… [more]
  • I Love the Velvet Underground

    Great I'm still kinda bummed about Lou, so I felt like writing something. The first time I heard the velvet underground & nico, I was in kindergarten. My family had just bought our first computer, my brothe… [more]
  • I Love Music

    My heart's filled with guitar notes, my mind is covered in bar codes. its hard too describe the phenomenal vibe...… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    Just got back from seeing relatives
    I'm actually pretty lucky in the department of extended family. There are about thirty cousins on one side, and we're all pretty close , which made portions of my childhood really fun and old fashioned, in the extent to which we formed our own little rituals and games and complex inside jokes. Even now that we're older, we all visit my grandmas little house by the woods on Christmas and the conversation is never lacking. It's hard to describe how genuinely fun and (dare I lamely say) heartwarming it is. Especially for someone who is usually pretty depressive. … [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    i was feeling bad about the state of my life
    because its 2:am on a saturday, and i'm spending my night getting stoned alone and watching doctor who. then i realized its a thursday, so its all good.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I was born with a body that works and a mind that works to destroy it. It's easy being alive, it's hard to enjoy it. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I know I say this every night
    But I have never been more tired of life. … [more]