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I am a nurturing type of guy who:
Worked in psych as Nursing Assistant
Was married
Now devorced
A Father
Have a daughter I love more than myself!
Wishes there was more to life than what I have...

Last Seen 1 hr ago
Member Since Mar 09, 2012
Favorite Quote \"Ramming Speed\" Star Trek First Contact
Heritage
  • a little English
  • and a little German
  • and a little *** Other ***
  • and a little Unknown
Vices Just the one I use when I need to clamp things
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Capricorn
Special day
Books Anything that makes me escape from reality!
Music Favorites..? I love everything!
Movies Same as books above
Local Time December 27th, 1:21 AM

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  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Can I really keep posting on this site?
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  • Embarrassing Confessions

    I will never ever put down anything I really feel...ever!
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    Posted on: November 19th, 2012 at 7:03PM

    If I just keep getting any lonelier... I don't know... if I get any lonelier I think I will dissolve into nothing... which would be interesting because being nothing would be different.  If it is different than anything I experienced before... it must be something?  Right?  Right!Yet, dissolving into nothing doesn't solve anything and getting into a substantial relationship would definitely be better than dissolving.  Yet, the baggage I carry around is quite hefty.  In fact I am still trying to claim it on the airport carousel of life.  Is it fair to allow someone else to carry the baggage too?  Yet, I know that no one claims no baggage... so she has it... and I know that and if she was trav… [more]

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  • Why am I here?

    Posted on: November 25th, 2012 at 11:43PM

    Why am I here...?  Why am I writing stuff down to just getr abused by people who do not know who I am... pisse4sd me off.  People don't know me... they just comment like they nbever knew I existed...and it HURTS!  Horribly.  Everytime I come to this site, It's like walking on shards of glass.  I have no idea if I am going to get cut and hurt.  THe last time this happened some A*shole told my post was pathetic.  Pathetic?  Who in the hell can tell me my post is patheltic when they have never known me... my problems... or even studied my profile or my writings... I outwhited him... instead of reporting him... because, even though I can report them... it's not fair for the person to be thrown o… [more]

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  • It's clean!

    Posted on: October 17th, 2012 at 10:29PM

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  • DO not do this!

    Posted on: October 9th, 2012 at 6:45PM

    When composing a story, do not try to save it as a draft when you try to compose it on site.  I must pick "draft" first.  So, unless I want to lose everything I wrote when I find myself interupted, do not pick "compose" and write verbatum.  Either, start writing it as a draft or paste it from my word processor...… [more]

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