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Male , 18-21
Feeling hopeful
time to start a new life

Still learning about myself and life

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I Want to Become Powerful

I lust for power. I want to become a figure of great authority; a ruler, a tyrant; a dictator; a king ; a president..... a GOD and i am willing to make great sacrifices for it. I wonder... [more]
spinningtime7 has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Suffer From Maladaptive Daydreaming

    Time-wasting Daydreaming I am pretty busy currently.In fact, i am going to have many examinations in the following months and thus i need to study a lot for it. Despite my busyness, i waste a lot of my time and one of the pri… [more]
  • I Want to Make the World a Better Place

    Imperfect Heaven As a daydreamer , i have so many fantasies., including me changing the whole world with me as the leader and my friends. I Get the highest position in the political ladder, a world ruler. … [more]
  • I Hate Getting Jealous

    They Look So Happy I wonder whyWhenever i look at my friendsdoing stupid things , joking and laughingIt feels likeI wanna be part of the groupI wanted them to share the fun with me… [more]
  • I Wait Till Marriage To Have Sex

    Waiting For The "one"    Firstly, i have several excuses why i keep my virginity till the wedding night such as: No STD No unwanted pregnancy etc2    But the … [more]
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    Doubt
    I was a Christian and i still remember the obstacles that i endure to defend my faith. Sometimes, were i praying to God, tears stream down my face. I have a personal relationship with God and i read the bible occosionally. It was before i study christianity deeply i realized that there are some problems int the bible that is hard to ignore and somewhat "irreconcible". It is true that you can clear some contradiction in the bible simply by interpretation although various denominations may interpret it differently but there are just some inconsistencies that i could not dare to reconcile anymore. From that point i begin to browse the internet, searching artices concerning Christianity from opp… [more]