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Last Seen May 17, 2012
Member Since Feb 03, 2011
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I Hide My Depression From Everyone Who Knows Me

Its Suppose To Be Hidden? Im very depressed, though im not suppose to let people know. I act as though im able to soldier on, because thats what Marines do. But i find it ever increasing harder to do so. It takes a toll on my... [more]
spkg has shared 6 Mature Experiences
  • I Admire My Father

    My Dad In simple terms, im who i am today because of my dad. The way i treat others, how i can be strict, why i want to serve my nation. How i introduce my self to building model tanks and ships. My dad was … [more]
  • I Want to Commit Sucide

    Why I Cant Bring My Self To. I want to pull the damn trigger. Countless nights ive set my gun down next to me in my bed. Ive put on a song and sat. Then thoughts run through my head. I tell my self the pain i feel is worth it if … [more]
  • I Have a Friend Who Was Raped

    Sickingin My friend, who was such a sweet and gentle person, who always whould give you hugs and a kiss on the cheeck. That changed after she lost her innoncence to a stranger. She never mentioned how or why it… [more]
  • I Wanna Know Which Architectural Style Are You

    You Are Modern You are a very exciting person to be involved with in any way. You are like a drug.You make for a very formidable opponent. You destroy all challenges in your way.You are a naturally… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Promise im Keeping.
    I made promise once. Made many but the way things seem now, i cant keep any of them except for two. Im never going to stop loving her and i will always think of her. I know its going to kill me slowly everyday but its my choice to keep faith that Ill see her again and perhaps regain her love.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Give Up?
    So, My special friend, who supposly ;oves me as much as i do her. She wont leave her boyfriend, and im suppose to wait for her to? I dont thinks i want to, but my heart does. It hurts me alot, but it hurts more when i think about giving up on her. So i guess im in a strange postion. I dont know what to do.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Marine and 15 yr old love
    I fell in love with a 15 year old girl. It took her a long time to convience me it was ok, just as long as we knew what was acceptable and not. So it was all fine. The i enlisted. Now she wants me to forget her, because she dosent want to worry about me 24/7.… [more]