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Female , 26-30

I am shy, crazy, hard on myself, funny, loving and just hungry for life. But like when looking for a place to eat, I can't decide, drive in every direction looking for something good, and sometimes just settle for what everyone else wants.

Last Seen Jun 7
Member Since May 26, 2010
Favorite Quote Live the life you dreamed
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  • 100% Mexican
Vices Dirty men. Fried foods. Naps. Negativity.
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Local Time September 21st, 6:59 AM

I Had An Abortion

I'm Never Going To Know You Now But I'm Gonna Love You Anyhow. I would have an about 6 month old baby right now. They would be celebrating their first Thanksgiving in a couple of weeks. I think about things like this everyday and I wonder if I am... [more]
starfish29 has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am Afraid I Will Never Find Someone to Really Love Me

    Oh, When Will It Be My Turn... I don't want to start getting desperate and needy (more so) but I'm 26! All of my brothers and sisters (5) are married with kids. All of my cousins are either married with kids or in relationships. I … [more]
  • I Feel Unloved When He Doesn't Touch Me

    Isnt It Worth The Pain...just A Lil Bit? My bf constantly complains that his couch is uncomfortable and instead prefers to lounge on his lazy boy. Thus he rarely cuddled on the couch with me. He does always pull me into a hug when helping me… [more]
  • I Wish That I Could Sleep In Your Arms Tonight

    Make Me Feel Safe... I use to sleep with this guy that would throw his arm over me and pull me close. Every time we slept in the same bed. We would stay that way, all night, cuddled up and warm. I would wake up the next d… [more]
  • I Loved Someone That Didn't Love Me

    I Love Someone That Loved Me Once Before... He was my best friend, the only one I trusted. Probably ever. I talked to him everyday, felt tike I could be myself with him, never got tired of seeing or being near him. We spent a whole summer … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    The one that got away.
    Just saw my ex boyfriend had his second baby with his unattractive old lady friend.. He got her pregnant after we ended.He was so good looking, and so nice and sweet. No one has ever held me or made me feel as safe as he did.I wish I would've gotten pregnant by him. He would have been...IS an amazing dad. Sigh. Oh if I could turn back time.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    How do I make them stop?
    I don't know how to be hard on the people that hurt me, so they go on to hurt me many times until they eventually leave. I don't know how to make them respect me. I don't know how to make them understand how much they hurt me. All i can think to do now is cut them out of my life for good...no matter how much it hurts.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Life must be too short for this...
    I feel like life is passing me by. I'm 26 years old. I've been in a relationship for a year that seems to be going nowhere, though I care for him deeply. I still have 2 more years to be done with school, just in time for my 10 year high school reunion. My apartment is bare and boring, it looks like I'm a bachelor. I have very few friends. My mental health is rocky, I can't remember every being incredibly happy, I'm horribly shy, I suffer from anxiety, and sometimes get panic attacks. I moved to my current city almost a year ago and have yet to make any close new friends. I'm moving back to my hometown and feel like a failure that I'm returuning without a degree, friends or fun experiences. … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I want the last 4 years of my life back!!
    It's always said "don't regret any of your choices and decisions because they led you here now"...well where the heck is here?!!All the decisions of the last 4 years have lead me to this awful awful place...they lead me to-being poor-having an apartment I can barely afford-to practically flunk out of college-to have a mountain of debt-to move heaven and earth to stay with a man that now tells me he's not 'marriage material'-to have gained 30 lbs.All I want is to go back in time and I know I can't. I want to have moved away and not to have come back for my boyfriend, to have realized that I would have gotten over the break up and concentrate on school. I wouldn't have gotten with my boyfriend… [more]