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- TO BELIEVE IS TO THINK SOMETHING TO BE REAL, TO TRUST IS TO KNOW IT.
Late Night Swim It was one night...I had just turned sixteen and I had decided to go for a late night swim in the pool at the hotel I was staying at. The water was empty save me and my younger brother who splashed ar… [more]
I Can't Trust Men When I turned 6 my parents divorced from a loveless and violent marriage...it was at that point in time that the only reliable male role model in my life became a monster and I had no one else to turn… [more]
A Lesson Well Learnt Belief is to think something to be real, trust is to know it. This came to my head when I was broken and alone after someone inthought I knew broke me. … [more]
Hypticle Contridictions All my life I have been a member of a catholic church and now as I have matured and found my own thoughts I find it hard to understand what they say. I believe in god for there has to be somehing more… [more]
I have this really great best friend, James. After a few years he asked me out and I said no causing us to distance ourselves and fail to stay close. Just recently we've grown together again and he's dating a girl called Ashley. It's starting to scare me that I'm no longer number one in his life and he doesn't need me or want me the same way. I'm also jealous that he has Ashley now and so he doesn't want me. I feel like I want to date him but I know it's just being selfish and possessive. I'm not sure if this makes me a good friend or not?… [more]
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I wish we weren't friends, I wish that we didn't talk and I wish that i didn't know you as then maybe this pain would be bearable. You see every time I look at you I wonder if you know how much you mean to me...It's more then just a silly crush it's love and it wouldn't be love if we weren't friends...but we are and sadly it is.You see it's strange really...I use to have a crush on you, a childish and silly crush, one that caused me to draw your name in hearts and smile at how perfect we were together. Now everything it changing...we are best friends, I trust you so much and I need to be near you for my sanity but every time I am I go a little crazy and it kills me! I want to be mean to you … [more]
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Before you begin reading I would like to state that this is a please comment with advice post.As you know from my previous blog I am only 16 and like any 16 year old. I have problems with friends and family and I need advice, preferably of a male. I have this friend Corey and he has been my best guy friend since my other friend Martin ditched me, he is a ***** but thats not the point. Any how Corey has started acting really weird in a sort of I don't want to be around you any more. Now to describe this situation is complicated. Corey went out with my best friend Tamiah twice and now they broke up, my friend Clo and I went off at Tamiah for acting like a ***** and now everything is ok for her… [more]
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Sometimes I feel this abandonment, like everyone can see ms and hear me but have chosen to ignore me.... I wish that I could get away and live a new life. I wish that I could recreate myself without the lies that seem to slip from my mouth. If I started anew no one would no me and I would be free to be whoever I wanted, however I truly wanted. But there is now chance for me to escape the fate that has chained me to this life.... Set me free, my clock is ticking.… [more]
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