StayingStrongArmyWife 18-21, F

Has anyone felt second place from your loved one? Like you put him first, above all, but you feel second best? I put my husband above everyone, he is the first person i tell when i have a secret, or some juice information or anything! But i feel as if he put his mother and brother before me and i'm his wife. My husband is in basic training now and i got a phone call from him today, he told me he called his mother and brother but they both didn't answer. I felt like he had to settle talking to me. While we were talking, his brother calls him and he tells me hold on my brother is calling me, give me 2 minutes and just hangs up before i could say okay. And when i ask him if he got any of my l… [more]

Every time the movie Knocked Up comes on the tv, i watch it every time even though i watched this movie a million times because i secretly want my husband to see the scene where the two guys run away to Vagas and start talking about their wives in the hotel-chair scene. I want my husband to hear Pete say, "Do you ever wonder how somebody could even like you? The biggest problem in our marriage is that she wants me around. And I can't even accept that? I don't think I can accept pure love. " Because thats the biggest problem in my marriage, hoping that it could fix things when he see this.Sadly, today we were actually paying attention to that scene and Pete said his line, i looked at my husba… [more]

I went jogging today and ran by my ex jogging also. We didnt say hi because we are in no speaking terms because he might still be holding anger against me, but i'm not going to lie. I do miss him at times (as friends) We ended in really bad terms, i guess i could say it was my fault because i treated him bad and he broke up with me. My husband is not fond with the idea of me being friends or hanging out with my ex. Do you think it is bad to pursue this friendship?… [more]