Female , 13-15

Last Seen Mar 30, 2014
Member Since Jun 21, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little American
Vices ???
Politics Moderate
Special day 7-3
Books Hunger Games trilogy
Music country
Movies Hunger Games, Avengers, and Grease
Local Time April 25th, 12:30 AM

I Hate Saying Goodbye

My Life Sucks So today was probably the worst day of my life. My older sister moved out for good. I know it was the right thing because shes 21 and needs to get outta the house, but I'm only 13 and its been really... [more]
  • I Hate Alcohol

    Alcohol And Drugs Have Ruined My Life Almost everybody in my family is effected by alcohol and drugs, especially me. Both of my sisters are over 21 and can drink, so they do. It really bothers me that I can't have a real conversation with… [more]
  • I Hide My Depression From Everyone Who Knows Me

    Nobody Knows The Real Me If you were to ask anyone who knows me, they would tell you that I am one of the happiest, most cheerful person ever. I am the exact opposite. I am always wanting to do nothing more than sleep all day… [more]
  • I Long For Someone to Really Know Me

    The Real Me The real me loves everyone, no matter what they have done. The real me is quite social, loves to go places and do things. The real me loves old T.V. shows like Tom and Jerry, ALF, Scooby-Doo, Jetson's… [more]
  • I Miss My Cat

    My Best Friend He was my best friend. He never judged me, or did me wrong. He was always there for me and I could tell him anything. Then on February 19, 2010 he died on my bed while I was at school one day. When I … [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I Think I'm Too Sensitive
    I think I'm too sensitive, and because of that I'm always afraid I'm gonna hurt other people's feelings. Like when my sister's go out to lunch together (which is quite often) I always feel like more of a weirdo than I already know I am and that they're too embarrassed of me to go out in public with me, but maybe it's just because they are so much older than I am so we don't have as much in common but it still kinda hurts my feelings. Once I did go to lunch with them and I felt like a third wheel, like I didn't belong. :/… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    It's True
    I always share too much information with strangers. I trust everyone, even though I know there are bad people out there I do it anyways without thinking. So many people have taken advantage of that, and it kinda scares me...… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    I'm a Crazy Person
    I probably belong in a mental hospital. If I go too long (like 5 or 6 hours) without talking to my boyfriend I start freaking out and I tell myself that he probably doesn't love me anymore, and if he knew this he would think that without question. I'm always wondering if people actually love me and care about me, or if they say they do just so they don't hurt my feelings (which is why I don't tell many people I have depression).… [more]
  • Very much not sure

    Posted on: June 22nd, 2012 at 10:31PM

    Okay so I know this is kinda weird, but I'm not sure what a blog is so I'm just going to use this as a journal. So today  my sister, future brother-in-law, and I went wedding cake tasting. I'm not sure why I agreed to go because I just felt like a third wheel. I pretty much just sat in the corner and watched. Anyways, after that my future B-I-L had to go to work so me and my sister went to dinner at Chilies. We weren't alone for 10 minutes until she started insulting me. Mocking me and making fun of my fear (I am afraid of the Muppet s). I am a brown belt in karate and so she's always saying that she doesn't know why I would be afraid of them because I could take them down. Yeah that may be … [more]


  • About Me

    Posted on: June 21st, 2012 at 7:49PM

    So in 2008 my mother was diagnosed with Celiac. She kept getting sick and nobody knew why until the damage got kinda bad. Even though Celiac is not a fatal disease, it really took a toll on my family. It really made my mother incredibly hard to get along with because every time she didn't get her way she would say something like, "at least you get  to eat bread." and I feel like I will never hear the end of this. I'm freaked out enough because of my sisters,and she just has  to keep making me feel bad for something i cant  change.  Ever since 2008, she has done nothing but try to make my life miserable. She is not open to trying new things so we are stuck having like three meals. I just wish… [more]