Female , 36-40

plane Jane prisoner of mi own medical condition an a straight forward person

Last Seen Feb 9, 2013
Member Since Aug 01, 2010
Favorite Quote live while you can an love as much as you can
Horoscope Libra
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Books care factor zero
Music all sort except opera an yodeling
Movies crime
Local Time May 6th, 12:23 AM

I Feeling Helpless

I Feel So Helpless I used to care for an old bloke thinking I was doing a good thing only it just turned out to be a nightmare. Before I become his Carer the only problem I really had was my meantle health an my boys... [more]
streak74 has shared 5 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Getting Mail

    The Only Way To Keep In Touch Is A Letter In The Mail...  On Friday i got two letters in the mail an it felt good getting them... as they w… [more]
  • I Dont Believe In Cheating

    I Had The Wrong Done To Me So I Did The Wrong... My ex had done the wrong thing with me an i recent ed men for it i recent ed the other woman.. an in turn i turned out to be some thing i never had been... I ended up having an affair with some-one wh… [more]
  • I Need More Self Confidence

    Confidence When i was young i was not pretty or smart an my family always put me down... So over the years i grew up to believe i am ugly an dumb...I have learned though.. that i am not dumb just cause i have th… [more]
  • I Hate Shallow People

    My Family I will be the first to admit my family are shallow,I guess this is why im the outcast of the family.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    What If's
    I want to scream... Yet there is no point... I love my partner i do an i hope that one day we do get married... Only talking to a past lover brought the memory's back of what i felt for him..I ran into him before i met my currant partner an he asked me to have his child at that point i could have but i didn' i am happy with who i am with but them old feelings have come back for my past lover.. I would never cheat on my partner as it has been done to me an i no it hurts but i just dont no how to shake the feelings i had for my past has left me in a state of what if's..… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Some times i wonder...
    I have a face book acc and some times i wonder if that is the cause of some of my depression.. I went through my friends list and deleted the people that DON'T talk to me. including the cousins that say i am family but don't find the time to even say hello or even wish me a merry x'mas back.. I have this account but no-one talks to me... so when i see my other half on his and people are always talking to him i feel i shouldn't even be with him... You no i feel like **** when i see that... cause it just reminds me of how fake these so called friends are on face book. And i feel worse when it is a chick from his passed... Some times i wonder if i am meant to be alone for the rest of my life...… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I dont no any more( please be advised I have sworn)
    Well i dont no if i can swear as i don't have the option for checking before publishing so there will prob be a lot of stars.... MY so called b/f has gone the pub an after the argument we had today.. i wouldn't be surprised if he is a s*** while at the pub an no doubt by the time he gets home he will be drunk... ok so it is not often that he dose get drunk but when he dose you just cant reason with him or tell him any thing as he also becomes abnockshes an a real a*****e some times i don't even think i should try ... then there is my daughters F****d up b/f that wont say nothing to me bout the problem he has with me.. in stead he says it publicly over the net. I am so F****n over every thin… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    why is virtual more pleasant to live?
    I wish i could live in my computer. My friends here don't judge me an except me for who i am. If i could visit my friends here i would be happy... cause then i could say i have friends to go an visit... it seems to me that the best place to live is in the computer... only that is not possible.... so i look forward to being on here an saying hello to my friends. I do sometimes really hate life....… [more]